I'm soo sick of making up crappy titles. This post is titleless! How do you like that blogger!?

It's 10:26 and if I'm not a zombie, I'm alive.

I was actually planning to write a long detailfull blog post about everything.

Now I'm tired.

I'm blogging tomorrow. 

Mwahhahaha.

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Randomness: 

The perfect answer to any insult:

I'm in Miami beach!

I mean COME ON! Isn't this like the best answer EVER?

Though I would suggest to pronounce the 'beach' a little like 'bi***' if it's someone you really can't stand.

But you have to admit..

It rocks socks.

I honestly have no idea whether or not this picture or not is copyrighted. But I just HAD to use it.. So here is the link to the site I got it from: http://blog.timesunion.com/amanda/files/2011/01/random.jpg

Wattpad book covers!

Here are some of my wattpad covers! Contact fudgylicious if you want one :)

Some of the elements on the pictures belong to Forever21 and/or H&M or other picture sources.
The Editing is done by me.

Death follows Death

When I hear that someone died, I always wonder, who will die next.
If you just open your eyes you will see that one bad thing never comes alone.

One death follows the other.



pic source: http://dark.pozadia.org/wallpaper/Dark-Angel-Abstract/


Nobody I know died, don't worry..
But do I really have to know this someone to be sad?
People bawl their eyes out when there are news about a death.
But let's assume you would have never heard the news that day
Would you have cried for that person?
No.
I mean it's only logical that you can't cry about something you've never heard of.
So here is what I'm curious about.
Why do people cry about death?
I did it myself, I don't need anybody to lecture me about humanity..
But if it happens every single day.
And to every single human in this tiny, but yet, very big world.
Why is it so powerful that it shatters whole worlds'?
Why is it such a big deal to everyone?

Death is the most normal thing a human does, beside being born, eating, pooping and sleeping.
We shouldn't feel so sad about it, right?
But why do we feel so sad?
Just think about it for a second ..
And hopefully you'll understand what I mean.

The answer is simple..
I just need to find it..

What the friiiiiiig?

Smosh. I know.
Sigh.

As you my know, I live in Egypt.
GASP!
Yes, everyone should have heard the news by now..
PROTESTS!
HELL YEAH!
Not that i'm enjoying them! Or even joining them!
Because of them I have no school! So ... HAPPEHNEZ!
But I also didn't have phone network for a day and no frikkin Internet Connection for a total of 5 days or so.

Which

Really

REALLY

sucks.

Some of my close friends who know that I am absolutely and helplessly addicted to the Internet were kinda worried about me.

A few of them left concerned wall posts on my profile on FB. Only foreign friends of course.

Since nobody in Egypt had any chance to get onto a social network. 

Thanks a lot government.

However, obviously the Internet Connection is back now.

If not I wouldn't be annoying you right now..

Did I mention that I had no Internet Connection for almost a week?

DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?!

I

FUCKING 

MISSED

THE

NEW

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES

EPISODE

I

WAS 

WAITING

ALMOST

3

MONTHS 

FOR

!!!

Now that I've seen it ( Thanks to the Internet, feel guilty now government? You should. ) I'm not that close to a mental breakdown anymore.

Quick Episode Review:
I wouldn't say worth the wait, because well... I WAITED WAYYYY TOOO LOOOONG!
But it was one amazing episode!
Scary and romantic and the same time!
I almost cried, I admit.
It's a must watch.

So while people in downtown Egypt are throwing rocks at each other like toddlers (though which mother would let her child to that? e_e ) let me tell you what I did the past few days.

Since this could be incredibly boring for some of you, since you are not interested in my personal life I would 1) suggest you just skippy di skip it and 2) say : screw you.
I'm in a bad mood. Don't get me wrong.
I was absolutely fine until the Internet was down.
No protests where I live (THANK GOD!!!) so it was rather quiet here.
About Friday/Saturday some stupid criminals thought they could break into prisons and free the prisoners which logically are not to be freed.
And for some sick abnormal reason there was no police on the streets, like at all.
Not even in prisons.
So the people were told to protect their own neighborhood with whatever they had.
That was only time I was really scared.
My bro and weapons are not a good combination.

Six Billion Secrets

Woop Woop we got out 13th Follower! :)

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FYI: 

Six Billion Secrets is a website everyone can submit a secret to. Most of the secrets on this website are very touching... 

Summiting a secret is free and a lot of fun :) Check it out HERE < Yes, dumbo, this is a link :)

 

As I promised you yesterday I'm going to make a YouTube review today :) 

You may know some of the people I am going to review, since I barely watch any YT channels but those of popular  Youtubers.

Now, Let the reviewing begin .. Bum Bum Bum..

1) Ray William Johnson

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/raywilliamjohnson?blend=1&ob=4

What I think about the Channel:

RWJ is a funny and cool guy and watching his videos always makes me lol.

He has a great sense of humor as well :)

His show is based on 3 videos he reviews and the comment question of the day and the answers of the last Comment question.  It is a fun show to watch. He is the second most subscribed on YouTube.

2) Shane Dawson (SDTV, SDTV2, shane )

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/shanedawsontv?blend=1&ob=4

This is the link to his main channel. SD has got 3 channels which he updates a lot: SDTV , SDTV2 and shane (His IPhone channel )

What I think about the Channel: 

Shane Dawson may be the funniest guy on YouTube. He made up a lot of different characters which all have their own style ( talking, clothing, humor, etc. ). Most of his videos start with a topic he introduces then he shows his viewers a sketch and goes back to the topic. But he also makes funny little "movies" about school and other stuff each of us faces every single day. 

3)  ItsKingsleyBitch 

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/ItsKingsleyBitch

What I think about the channel: 

Hilarious.

xD Kingsley is  HILARIOUS.

He loves to hate on things like Justin Bieber ( don't we all love to hate JB? ), 3D movies, birds and a lot of other things some of us may find pretty much damn annoying.

His videos are very funny.

Warning: You may laugh so hard you end up choking. 

4) Brittani Louise Taylor

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/BrittaniLouiseTaylor

What I think:

Brittani knows how to be funny and not cuss at the same time. Something, a lot of YouTubers can't.

In comparison to other YTers she loves to contact her fans (chat, comment questions, "shout-out sounday"). Her videos are very funny as well.

5) BlackBoxTV 

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/blackboxtv?blend=2&ob=1

What I think:

Scariest. Show. EVAR!

Honestly, after my friend told me about that "scary channel on YouTube" I did NOT think I'd be sitting on my bed, scared shitless and hugging my teddybear.

You have to check it out :)

Basically those are pretty much all the YTers I watch and like.

You may also know the PotterPuppetPals or Take180, shows I also like.

I hope you visit their channels because it's worth it.

That was it for today <3

Have fun :)

The Smiley Person returns!

=3

Basically my friends called me Smiley person one day while we were skyping .. and I kinda liked it so now I'm using it .. like a lot.

I woke up at 12pm?am? I have no idea basically it's that 12 o'clock crap where the world is lit up by the big light bulb up there we call sun.

It's 3pm right now and I know you don't care so... HAPPY XMAS!

 

Even if you are not jewish (and I'm not jewish but who the hell cares) you should check this out:

http://laurramaldonado.tumblr.com/post/2496340818

This is not a virus!

#Annoy

You know that E-mail virus that used to go around?

Like your friends sent you a link every 5 seconds with IS THAT YOU IN THIS PICTURE? 

And you have to options:

• Be as dumb as I was and click on the link -________-
• Be a lot smarter than I was and ask what the fudge the link is about before clicking it
• OR be smarter , not give a shit, and don't click on it at all.

This virus was so damn hard to get rid of that I think I will never ever click on a link again.

Which I am never going to stick to anyways!

Back to the link:

It is just some american girl who is talking about Christmas and stuff.. but she does it in this really funny way .. xD

You have to check it out to know what I mean!

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I'm in a rare blogging mood these days xD I want to write a lot :P 

Though I don't continue writing my stories/books/stupid stuff..

ANYWAYS, don't get too used to it!

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When I logged into FB my Homepage was full of GMH links.

Dunno what GMH is?

GMH: Give me hope.

It's a website a lot of people send cute little stories to, and people can like them or retweet them or share them..

So, I went to that website and I 'Awwwww'ed at every single GMH I read.

Yeah I know.. I'm weak.

Tommorow: Youtube Review.

Stay Tuned.

FML

Lol, don't take the title too seriously.
I'm just not in the mood for blogging these days -_________-
AHHHH
I'm in a bad mood generally today.
ITS NOT BECAUSE OF X-MAS!
As some of you may know there is someone on YouTube called TheArchfriend or something who basically hates on like everything... Not really everything.. but mostly popular Youtubers and comments he gets which he BTW likes to correct.
#Privatethoughts
He is pretty immature if you ask me

HOWEVER!
I was okay when he kept saying mean stuff about Ray William Johnson, IJustine and Shane Dawson but when he made a movie preview about Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Part 1..
Let's say I was soo friggin angry my blood was burning!!! ._.
I don't want to be mean and stuff or be like gossiping behind his back or god knows if he will ever read this but I think he should just stop it.
1. When someone proves him wrong he keeps like correcting his/her GRAMMAR and SPELLING!
I mean COME ON! we are on the internet! This is a free WORLD!!!
2. Karma. One word: Karma. I wonder if he ever thinks about the bad things that happen to him? Like I dunno the fake YT mails that he gets? Or the fact that 75% of the comments on his vids are negative ? or people that want him to die in a hole .. but that's a whole other story!
3. I don't know why he concentrates on RWJ and SD  but no one IS perfect ( no Miley Cyrus intended) so what's the matter if RWJ uploads ONE bad vid or changed some random vids name! Who the hell cares? He is funny and that is what matters! Not what his vids are called!
And what's wrong with SD's thumbnails? Are you gonna judge him because of it?
Dude, get a life.
I did not just say that..
But I like promised myself to never delete a sentence I write again.
Only typos.
But you might have noticed I'm getting better at fast Internet typing. I barely made any typos these days...

Let's get to another topic:

CHRISTMAS!!!

This is like the first time I've seen ALL of my cousins ( maybe my whole family ='3) in X-Mas!
My German cousins arrived at like 9pm on the 24th. And all of my other cousins were there..
So yeah it was pretty awesome :D

I got like a pretty awesome pair of earrings and A LOT of chocolate ( ='3 ) and a lot of other things :)
Lucky Me!
Ohhhh
Check out
PROJECT4AWESOME on Youtube!
It's friggin awesome! It's all about Charities and stuff and it's really cool because a bunch of famous Youtubers are performing and talking and stuff like that :)

BlackBoxTV <<<
I highly recommend this. I'm scared shitless when I'm watching it ... haha
It's so awesome xD

Forgive me Master

Master I failed
Master I tried
Master don't punish me I tried but my attempt failed before I realized I'd succeeded.
I was blinded by the fact that I could win, win the war I never wanted to begin!
Master, I tried! I seriously did! But ... sometimes.. or maybe it has to be like this.. but well I don't know but maybe .. some people are meant to win and some have to suffer?
Maybe some needn't look out or their future? Maybe the future comes to them? Either way I can't change what happened!
At least let me try again! Because master... maybe I could proof something.. I still don't know what it is, really..
I just have this feeling that there is something I could change. Something that may change another something.
Like dominoes kicking and pushing each other.. a endless roller coaster.
Master, maybe I failed in this task but I may do something in another task in a whole other world no one has ever done before.
I could shine just the way I am , master!
Just , please,  give me this one more chance and I'll swear I won't disappoint you.
It may be true that I said this before
but my past has been full of lies and on my last trip I realized that I can't try to do something I wasn't meant to do. Just as a poor man can't be nominated to become a king.
Just as this man I can't win the prize which is for someone else to take..
Master I won't ask for your mercy now.
I remember when you taught me not to trust but to kill instead.  But if that is true, I should have killed my own ambitions and dreams a long time ago.
Because my ambitions are what I trust and my dreams are what lead me through the darkness you keep pushing and forcing me in to do a job I couldn't possibly do!
So what I ask you for now is the ability to know what I am here for.
Why have I been born at all?
Am I that important that I have to exist?
Do I really change everything? Even if I don't notice it? I believe the answer is Yes.
Yes I change everything
Yes Yes Yes
Yes I am important.
In another world another time maybe.. just maybe... I could be more powerful than you!

Movie Reviews: Step up 3D, The Social Network.. etc.

STEP UP 3D

Stars:

 Sharni Vinson, Rick Malambri and Adam G. Sevan


What I think about the movie:


The movie was awesome! 
I really anjoyed to watch it! It was a great idea to film it in 3D because it gives you the feeling that you dance with the Actors/Actresses.
A very well written and played Dance/Love/Action- story.


Go watch it!
You won't be dissapointed!


















THE SOCIAL NETWORK

Stars:

 Jesse Eisenberg, Andrew Garfield and Justin Timberlake


What I think about the movie:


The movie was great.
For those of us who know Facebook and use it a lot it's very interesting and the story itself is great. It was a good idea to make a movie about this website. I really enjoyed watching it :)

"Katerina"

11/11

:)
Yeah.. exactly this day in 1 year is going to be as special  as this years' 10/10/10 10:10:10!
only that you have to switch all the 0's with 1's !
I missed the ten seconds this year -.-'
I swear I wanted to scream.. only prob: I was in class!
No homework today!
And tomorrow is weekend!
So I can finally relax!

I watched The Social Network today.
I'm going to upload a movie review soon!

Movie Reviews planned:

1. Step up 3D
2. The Social Network
3. ??????

What you have to do:

Leave a comment or a message in the twicandy-chatango chat and write the name of a movie you want me review!

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Close your eyes

ignore the lies

open them to see

what the truth could be.

Truth is a beauty

or a brutal cruelty

maybe it's a tragedy

and horror for whose truth is not to be seen.

May I talk about the future?

Made by the lies I capture?

Maybe all of this is fiction.

But does that really matter at the end?

They say my name is Hermoine (8)

8I wake up with a terrible headache. My back hurt and my eyes burnt like I'd cried the whole night.

I remember that I dreamed something, but I don't remember what it was.

Slowly I slide into my house-shoes and get dressed.

It's pretty early and probably to early to meet Mike, but I'd rather wait hours in the library than have to listen to my parents' questions.

The cereal tastes like mud, not that I expected it to taste great.. My parents told me that I used to love cereal. Didn't anything they told me I liked before the plain crash turn out to be a total disaster?

Well at least there is one thing I can look forward to: Mikes' help.

Though I'd have to wait in the library for like 3 hours I rush out of the house.

What will this day bring?

The Vampire Diaries Episode 6,7 and 8!

Episode 6:



Episode 7:



Episode 8:

Mwhaahahaha

Heyya people!
Exams are over -for now- and I finally have time!

So here is some Back-up info:

I did NOT stop posting "They say my name is Hermoine" posts!!!
Like I said it has been a tuff time and I'm gonna try to publish the next 'They say my name is Hermoine"post ASAP!
I will also upload the newest The Vampire Diaries Episodes and update the "Pages" up there ^^
I also apologize for defect songs in the "Fudgyicious-Blog IPod!"
And FYI: You use it like a normal Ipod!
It's  the same deal!
There's no special trick or a secret code to use it! Just use the buttons and click!!

My life:

During the past few weeks I mainly studied!
Yesssssss it wasn't cool! AT ALL!
I also read Harry Potter 1-7 in 1 week and 3 days! HIGH FIVE!
I beat my own record!
I made it from 788 pages in 24 hours to about 950 in 24 hours!
I have to count how many pages I read in one week...
However I also wrote a lot of poems but I can't really post them on here because they're German!
But well here is a tiny part of one of them:

COPYRIGHT BY FUDGYLICIOUS BLOG

Sie lächelt so rein
Sie lächelt so fein
Sie lächelt in die Dunkelheit hinein
Aber ihr Lächeln ist nicht mein
Doch mein Herz ihres allein.

Because the translation sounds really sucky ( or suck-ish ) I'm just going to post the Poemcode for this one:

Her smile is so free and happy
Her smile makes my life brighter in this darkness.
But this "light" that brightens my world, isn't mine.
But my heart, which makes me breath and live, is hers.
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COMING SOON:

• They say my name is Hermoine- posts!
• The Vampire Diaries Episodes!
• Step-Up 3D Film-Review!
• Breaking Dawn Gossip!
• AND MORE MORE MORE!

They say my name is Hermoine (6)

'Hermoine!!! Come sit with us!'

I turn around to two girls who are looking at me and waving and giggling.

Both are blond and really skinny and reminded me of Barbie dolls. Make-up? Like seriously? Who are they trying to impress? Barney!?

I never heard myself thinking like that before! Well maybe I did, but not that I remember..

Do I even know these girls to judge them?

But I had to know them! Otherwise they wouldn't have asked me to come over..

'So? are you coming or not?' One of them asked, she is taller than the other girl and is wearing a short red skirt. 

'Uh.. Yeah! Sure!' I said smiling, they look a little surprised like they didn't think I would say yes.

I go to them still smiling then I follow them to a table a lot of other girls and boys are sitting on. 

As soon as I came they stop talking and gawk at me. Some of the girls just laugh.

'What's wrong?' I asked.

Instead of an answer they laughed. The girl who asked me to join them first look proud of themselves and pleased...

Hate runs through my veins. Why are they laughing at me?

Do I hate them? Is that why I thought about them in such a mean way before?

My head hurts again.

I take my food and run out of the cafeteria.

Can this day get any worse!?

They say my name is Hermoine (4)

'Hemoine! Wake up! It's time for school!'

'aaaaa 5 more minutes.. promise.. I'll be..'

'Wake up! I won't drive you to school again!'

My mom is sitting right beside me on my bed. She is petting my back with her left hand and holding a really nasty smelling tea in her right hand. One thing I know: I never liked tea.
Just minutes after Cindy and Mike have left I fell asleep.

'Wait what.. again?'
'Hermoine! That's enough now! Stop pretending that you don't remember anything!'
'But Mom! I-'
'Stop it now! Your Dad and I are going to talk!'
'Argh! Kill.me.now!'

Mom goes out of the room the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts... Something I really try not to concentrate on.
'Hermoine stop thinking!' I told myself.
I stand up, get dressed and then go downstairs to eat breakfast.
As usual my Mom is not eating with me she leaves early in the morning, just like my Dad.
I grab my bag and go to school thinking about what I will do today.
Maybe i could hang out with my friends? Cindy and Mike?
Wait.. Mom said they weren't my friends..
But who were my friends?

They say my name is Hermoine (2)

Hermoine.. Hermoine.. Hermoine..
My name means a lot to me. It means the world to me.
Why? Because it's all I have.
Why did they call me Hermoine? Is that name something special?
What does it mean?
My name and my one and only memory was all I had to think about. Everything else made me sick. It hurt so much to even try to think about it. But more did it hurt to know that I had lost something more important I wasn't able to remember. But still it killed me inside whenever I thought about the past.
Something touched my shoulder. My eyes widened but I didn't want to look. What if it is a big fat bug? I hate bugs! Or maybe it's just a leaf..? I closed my eyes and concentrated on it's touch on my skin. It tickled my shoulder and I giggled trying not to shake myself too hard. Slowly I turned my had and what I saw made me gasp out in joy. A butterfly!
The little insect flew off my shoulder. I ran after it and fell over a few times.

I ahven't been blogging a lot.
Nope actually I haven't been blogging at all!
And I'm sorry!! :P
But well I've got good news:

1. Plain Jane and I are going to start out Teamwork-story TODAY! :D The first part will be published on Plain Janes' Blog HERE. Check it out and give us feedback by leaving a comment :) Part number 2 will be uploaded Here on my blog :) 
2. I'm gonna upload TVD SO2EO4 and E5 soon :) Please be patient! There are a lot of dead-links out there!!! And I'm sure no one wants a dead-link! :P
3. I will also create a TVD Season 2 Tab ^^ You'll be able to watch all TVD Episodes there :)

Here is Episode 5

(Thanks Maymay!!!)

Dracula vs. Edward :P

Dracula: I suck people's blood and terrorize them! 
What do you do? 
Edward: I... sparkle. 
Dracula: Wow. That's kinda gay. 
Edward: I know :(

Haha :P funny right?

Exams keep me from blogging don't be mad! =(

kkk

You can save me
but the question is
are you going to leave me?
Or just stand and watch?

Will you save me?
Though I'm the only
who needs to be saved...
Or are you just gonna stand and watch?

You can't save me
If you close up your mind
Why don't you just leave me die?
You can't save me
If I'm not alive
but still can save my soul
and their lives.
Don't leave me hangin'
Don't leave me die
Don't leave me waiting
Don't leave at all...

You can save me
but am I worth? at all?
Can you grab my hand?
Or am I too low.. to be saved.

Will you save me
if I said it'll be my last chance?