Tears which know when to fall

I watched Titanic yesterday. And again I cried .. like every time..
I dunno why I saw Titanic like 8 times but I still cry every time!
It's a wonderful story, a wonderful  true sad story.. 
The role of rose is played by Kate Winslet.
Jake is played by Leonardo DiCaprio.
I think everyone knows the story about the Titanic...

The RMS Titanic was a British registered four funnelled ocean liner built for the transatlantic passenger and mail service between Southampton and New York.

Constructed at the Harland and Wolff shipyard in Belfast, Ireland Titanic was, on her maiden voyage, the largest vessel afloat.

On April 10th 1912 the Titanic sailed from Southampton with 2,200 passengers and crew, four days later the Titanic collided with an iceberg and sank. 1500 people died and 700 survived. 

Information :   http://www.encyclopedia-titanica.org/


" My heart will go on" that's the Titanic Theme song. Sung by Celine Dion. 
The Titanic is still laying on the ground of the Antarctic sea.. With thousands of secrets locked up in her cabins..


Titanic is just one of the movies who let people think ... just one of thousands ..
Though there are a lot , it may seem like they are still not enough.
We have to learn what's going on around us. Movies can teach us. Of course you should only learn what may be the best for you and other people! So Killing is clearly not included in that!


I saw a movie today.. I don't really remember the name.. " Gifted Hands " maybe..?
About a doctor. Dr. Carson ? Who had nothing in the beginning of his hopeless seeming life but learned and wanted to be SOMEONE , and finally let miracles happen. Made hundreds of people smile. This movie was great. I would like to see it again. 
I am writing a lot about music in the last days .. don't I ?


Following : Sunset Diary 3 !!! ( Amanda just for you!!! )


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Sunset Diary 3


Dear Diary, 
I learned , although I don't want my life to change, it changes. 
I learned , although I don't want a leaf to fall, I can't let it stick onto a tree forever. When autumn comes it blows  it away. Into a whole other world.
Who knows how far that is? Who knows where the leaf will land? Who knows when it will be blown away and if it's ever going to come back ?


My friend has been crying the whole day today. Her grandfather just died. I helped her as good as I could. But even if I wanted the tears not to fall.. they fell.. And I couldn't let a miracle happen and take her family back to our world. I'm a girl , not a god..


But I'm disappointed from myself today. I saw how sad she was. It remembered me when my granduncle had died. My problem is , yes I was sad, of course. But I didn't cry. Until now. I saw my whole family cry. Everyone but me.  I think I cried now because I thought about it , why I didn't cry . But I am not sure why I cried, maybe because I was sad .. but maybe because I was disappointed from myself.




You see , I didn't want anything to change. But a lot changed. I changed..