Acting

An actor and Innocent smile , 

One laugh one typed smiley,

everything seems to be OK..

Crying silent so no one would notice,

it feels like you have no more tears left to cry,

a single word and you stress out..

Broken from the inside ,

Smiling from the outside ,

and endless acting part ..

Your imagined  medicine is to be  strong , 

is to don't care is to show,

you don't want anyone one to know..

Your dark little secret 

no one should know..

if people care it would be even worse..

Everyday you wake up and know what you have to do,

act like a star , which is hanging in the sky,

wants to come down but has nothing left than cry..

Ignoring the people whose words have hurt you,

not thinking of showing them how  great you are,

just walking smiling , the greatest person inside hiding..

I watch you silently , I know the person tortured inside,

I wish you would show them who you are ,

they will want to be like the person they will see .

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I can imagine that there are a lot of people living like this ^^ out there.
It begins with a simple "I'm fine" , because you know it is not true. But you don't want others to come all around you and act like they care. That would make it even worse.
It may be the most used lie ever. Everybody uses it sometime. But there are people using it a life long, in their "acted life" . 
Sometimes help just make you remember the sad past and that is why you lie.. But is this everyday-lie better than just saying the truth?
Yes , the truth hurts most of the time. Even if you say " I swear I won't be sad or disappointed" You will be sad or disappointed you can not stop the feeling right?
And sometimes lies just seem to be a better way. Hiding behind a lie a life long is the worst thing a human can do. 
Both have their good things and sad things. And the decision may be hard. But if you ask me the truth will never disappoint you completely. There will always be a good thing in the end. And when there is " no good thing" it's not the end .
People believe there is no "Happy Ending" in real life. Maybe they are right. But you could try .  


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Day two:


Life isn't easy. It is like a rollercoster. There are ups and downs.
Sometimes you wish you would just live with the ups, but the downs won't disappear. 
They are still there. A winner is who learns to live with both. 
Who enjoys the ups and deals with the downs. Both have their good and bad sides.


The world is full of wonders. I don't think people should waste their time...