Forever

I don't last forever
Like a flower
I grow until I'm done growing          
Then I fade.

I don't fade forever
Like a cold stone , not feeling anything
I hope until the hopes seem silly
Then I cry

I can't cry forever
Like no one else can
I cry until the suffer leaves me alone
Then I try.

I can try forever
Like everybody should
I won't give up on life, I won't trust your lies
Then I live.    

I can't live forever
Like nobody ever could
But I can live every second like it's my last
Then I I'll be happy.