Bread and cheese XD

I am starving :) 
So I took some bread and Cream cheese :D
I'm a Genius :P
So I was at the club today playing tennis with the most awesome friend I have :D
Since I didn't play tennis since half a year ago I was pretty lost..
But Kika ( that's her Nickname .. I won't tell you more ;) ) just began playing tennis so we both were pretty lost. 
We totally made her brother get mad! Ok I have to say it was funny.. But I'm sorry Kika's brother ! :D
I'm exhausted but I'm hyper.. I was very very hyper today! 
Wanna know what I said??
"Omg! 5 days until we go to Germany! 5or 4 ? 4 or 5? Do you know? No I'm sure it's 5 ... NOO! 4! .. No it's ! Is it 4 or 5 ? What were we talking about?"
.. and a few other stuff I can't remember..
Do you think I lost my mind?
Maybe?
Could be..


I've always been a little crazy, stupid and random :D
A lot of my friends say that too :P
So I think it's OK!
My stupidness didn't do anything bad for me XD


Have you ever believed in something like myths?
Do you think dwarfs , nymphs or even vampires could exist? 
I mean why not? The world is pretty complicated , right? It's very very different than every other planet in the whole universe.. it's very special.. I think you all agree with me here!
Now doesn't that mean that there could be a lot for the human to discover? Who said we already know which animal exist and which can't be!?
If you ask me it could be possible.. I mean why not? 
It would be cool.. and it could be.. why ignore dreams?




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Sunset Diary


Dear Diary,
Did I tell you what my dream was?
I wanted to help people.. I wanted to get sure no one is hurt..
I wanted to win mission impossible.. I knew it would be hard. 
But I never lose hope..
After I few years I asked myself if some people were worth it...
Now I'm sure some people don't deserve help..
I'm not mean or something but seriously I give people second chances.. I help people daily..
I always think if helping doesn't harm me it's ok to help me.. 
But turned out some people seriously don't care if it harms you or not.. they just put salt in the wound..
I think people deserve a second chance, I always imagine me.. needing this second chance..
So I try to forget about the past , smile and be nice... 
But seriously .. sometimes people don't know what it means to be nice..
You know the quote " You give them a finger and they take your whole arm"?
I can understand that !!! 
Even if you give this people a third , a forth and even a fifth change.. or more..  they'll never learn.. 
And if you ask them for help, may it be the most stupid little thing in the whole world, they'll find any excuse in the whole world ... and just say no.. like they are stupid machines..
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!
And then when they need help they'll  come back to you, and if you say no now... They'll be like..  " YOUR SO  MEAN!" .. OH COME ON !!!
I think a lot f people know people like this.. 
What they say next is : I give u everything you want!!! I am so nice to you! 
And you are like : excuse me... have u actually ever done ANYTHING nice to me?


Dear Diary , 
I am officially not in a good mood..

It's freezing.. YES!!!

YES! 
Finally! I've finally got an A.C! A.C  means Air conditioner! 
I think you can imagine that the weather in Egypt is pretty warm.. 
So an A.C is something you can't live without. But I have lived without it the whole past years.. Now I'm laying on my bed and freezing my toes off :D


I thought about Writing the past two or three days..
A text is like  a fingerprint.. It's a part of the one who wrote it. Fingerprints don't exist twice .. just like texts.. No one has the same fingerprint like someone else does. Right?
When you write , a part from you goes into the text. It makes it into something special. Without this little bit you , it would be empty.. sad.. it wouldn't have a point..


Isn't it the same thing with your handwriting?
Some put little hearts on the "i" some don't...
Some people write fast , while others like to write slower.
I think that's the same right?
Like  a fingerprint... 


Sunset Diary! ;) and because a lot of people asked.. No the girl is not me :D
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Sunset Diary 4 


Dear Diary,
I've been asking myself a lot of questions.
Why am I actually writing this?
I thought I would write a diary , so it could help me cope with everything.. 
I thought it could help me think about everything better.. look at something from all different ways..
But now I think what really made me begin writing this..
Maybe I want someone to find  my diary? Maybe I want someone to read it.. but why?
So this someone could help me? Help me with what? Understanding?? Maybe I just needed someone to talk with. Even if this someone is a book.. I need to empty all of my feelings I got inside of my heart. They are way too much that I could deal with them!
I can't look deep into my heart and  look for the reason why I am so different, why I am so confused and so sad right now.
If I think about it I would start to cry , I dunno why I would just start to cry.. 
And it would be very hard for me to stop. Am I depressive? And I just try to ignore everything?


Great now I actually start to think like an Emo..


Well back to the basics..
It's like my heart is a bag.. every time something happens it gets a little but more full..And  when I try to look  inside it , I can't find the beginning of it. The reason of it.
It's confusing I know. But it's true.


Yeah.. maybe that's the reason I began writing this.. Because I had too much to cope with.. I couldn't empty the bag.. 
I guess I have to live with the way I am.. I can't change who I am.. or what happened...
I have to find a way to empty the bag..
Before it's too full..

Tears which know when to fall

I watched Titanic yesterday. And again I cried .. like every time..
I dunno why I saw Titanic like 8 times but I still cry every time!
It's a wonderful story, a wonderful  true sad story.. 
The role of rose is played by Kate Winslet.
Jake is played by Leonardo DiCaprio.
I think everyone knows the story about the Titanic...

The RMS Titanic was a British registered four funnelled ocean liner built for the transatlantic passenger and mail service between Southampton and New York.

Constructed at the Harland and Wolff shipyard in Belfast, Ireland Titanic was, on her maiden voyage, the largest vessel afloat.

On April 10th 1912 the Titanic sailed from Southampton with 2,200 passengers and crew, four days later the Titanic collided with an iceberg and sank. 1500 people died and 700 survived. 

Information :   http://www.encyclopedia-titanica.org/


" My heart will go on" that's the Titanic Theme song. Sung by Celine Dion. 
The Titanic is still laying on the ground of the Antarctic sea.. With thousands of secrets locked up in her cabins..


Titanic is just one of the movies who let people think ... just one of thousands ..
Though there are a lot , it may seem like they are still not enough.
We have to learn what's going on around us. Movies can teach us. Of course you should only learn what may be the best for you and other people! So Killing is clearly not included in that!


I saw a movie today.. I don't really remember the name.. " Gifted Hands " maybe..?
About a doctor. Dr. Carson ? Who had nothing in the beginning of his hopeless seeming life but learned and wanted to be SOMEONE , and finally let miracles happen. Made hundreds of people smile. This movie was great. I would like to see it again. 
I am writing a lot about music in the last days .. don't I ?


Following : Sunset Diary 3 !!! ( Amanda just for you!!! )


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Sunset Diary 3


Dear Diary, 
I learned , although I don't want my life to change, it changes. 
I learned , although I don't want a leaf to fall, I can't let it stick onto a tree forever. When autumn comes it blows  it away. Into a whole other world.
Who knows how far that is? Who knows where the leaf will land? Who knows when it will be blown away and if it's ever going to come back ?


My friend has been crying the whole day today. Her grandfather just died. I helped her as good as I could. But even if I wanted the tears not to fall.. they fell.. And I couldn't let a miracle happen and take her family back to our world. I'm a girl , not a god..


But I'm disappointed from myself today. I saw how sad she was. It remembered me when my granduncle had died. My problem is , yes I was sad, of course. But I didn't cry. Until now. I saw my whole family cry. Everyone but me.  I think I cried now because I thought about it , why I didn't cry . But I am not sure why I cried, maybe because I was sad .. but maybe because I was disappointed from myself.




You see , I didn't want anything to change. But a lot changed. I changed.. 

Another Day in Heaven

Listening to music ..

That's what I do everyday. I can't live without music at all!
A world without music seems so sad to me..
Paramore is a music god!
Evanescence is awesome too! But Paramore just fits into my everyday life right now..
It's a very nice day and I look forward to do something I usually don't do. But I still have no idea what this thing will be...

                                                                                
It's going to be a very warm day again.. 
I like this pic!!! 
Isn't  it beautiful??
Someone in my class took it and I dunno how it  got onto my USB .. 
But it's beautiful!!!!!!
Click on it to enlarge!


Every country is a little bit different. Every country has it's own special something.
You can try to find something bad , and you will find one , but if you look for the good you'll find way way more than the bad...
The first thing what pops up in your mind when you think of Egypt are the pyramids of course... 
And all the old stuff about all that old Pharaoh stuff..
But Egypt has much more than that! I think the most special thing are the people..
Of course there HAS TO BE some bad people. But that is normal! There HAS TO BE bad stuff!  But the people themselves are.. nice. They want to help you!
That's the thing I love mos about Egypt...
Of course the whole History is great. And the sea and the diving is really amazing! But sometimes it's good to look at the little presents of life...
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Sunset Diary 2


Dear Diary,
my life is great the way it is. I don't want to change anything. 
It is just the best if I leave it the way it is..
Sometimes when you try to make something better you make it much worse and you regret what you've done. And I don't  think I want to take that risk.


We were shopping today, me and my friends bought some cool stuff. 
On our way home in the bus I looked out of the window and I saw this old man...
He was sitting there on the street , begging for money..
It broke my heart, because we had just spent so much money..
I told the bus driver to stop and went to the old man , he looked at me and I gave him some money in his hand.. I saw myself in the man , I knew it could easily be me..
I had luck to be born in a family like mine , with friends who hep me .. 
After I went to the bus everyone looked at me kind of strange.. Of course my friend asked me why I did that.. I answered "Because if I hadn't done it , probably no one would have done it.. "
They smiled at me and shacked their head.. They made me smile.
I felt so much better after that..
I had this good feeling you always have ,when you do something good.


Dear Diary .. I learned a lot  ♩♪♫♬

Bow Chica Bow Bow Chica Bow Bow!

Again I am not random!
I am limited edition!


Though I hadn't the best time of my life the past few days I try to think optimistic.
Or I'll end up bored laying in on my bed starring at the wall..
And I am NOT in the mood for this!


Have you seen the movie " Step up to the Streets"?
I saw it for the fifth time yesterday and I am still in the SuttS mood!





If you watch this, don't stop watching because the first minute is a little bit boring.. But after Moose' dance part arrives everything gets better!!!


I was out today eating Sushi [img]http://www.clicksmilies.com/s1106/cool/cool-smiley-023.gif[/img]
Can't be better ! Sushi is a perfect day safer!
My mom is deffinitly the best mom ever!  [img]http://www.clicksmilies.com/s1106/cool/cool-smiley-026.gif[/img]
You likey my smiley?


Eclipse is THE topic these days...
I want to see it NOW[img]http://www.clicksmilies.com/s1106/cool/cool-smiley-010.gif[/img]
Everyone is talking about how amazing, awesome , great , WHOAA, WOW, OMG and AHHHH it was..
I have to wait about a week until I can finally see it!
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I try to write more in every post.
But that is very very very hard if you don't know what to blog about!!!
I hate short little tiny posts.. 
Some people asked me about the stories like "You can't stop the tears" and the poem like "Music" or "Forgotten" and all the others.. Yes , I write them.. all by myself.
I try not to copy anything from any website.. Which I didn't -except the pictures-
That is a reason why it is very important to me that you guys don't copy anything! Or at least ask me if you are allowed to or seriously .. I could bring you into serious trouble if I found out that you use my texts OR edited pics -I edit them- or Pictures who I took all by myself..
It is not funny.


I am in a summer mood! [img]http://www.clicksmilies.com/s1106/cool/cool-smiley-010.gif[/img]
I will be in germany for two weeks in July!
I have to figure out what to do on this Blog then.. or even HOW to blog!!!
But I'm soooo excited!
Maybe I'll just write some stuff for the next days and give it to my brother to blog ..
My brother is a superhero!


I wanted to thank all of you for commenting!
You can't believe how happy I am when I see a comment!!!


Thanks you everyone! But it would be nice , if you say who u are ... I mean just if I know you.. 
So I can thank you!!! :) 


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 Sunset Diary 1 


Dear Diary,
 Sunny days don't always last forever.
Just  like  a friendship doesn't always survive a year or more...
Everything has it's time to begin and his time to end. How sad it may be for those who see it fade away, but that is the way it should and has to be...
I don't believe that everything is written.. I don't believe that somewhere in the sky your future is written in a book no one will ever read..
You can always change your life.. Like your driving a car , you choose the way you want to take and sometimes you get lost .. take a wrong way and you feel like no hope is left in the whole dark empty world.
But what I believe in is that everything happens for a reason, maybe it is for the best that you went that way.. Maybe god wanted it like that..
But if there is no happy end.. it is not the ending..




My friends would have laughed at me right now.. 
They would have shacked their head.. saying that I think in a way too difficult way. They live life in a different way that I do. I don't think they really care about what's going on around them.
Maybe I am the weird one.. " I should live my life" that is what they say. But I am living! I don't get it!!! 


Dear Diary.. that's why I began writing in you. 
I began to write a diary a lot when I was younger. But it never was something more about this whole diary thing I wrote, then the wish being like  these stupid girls in TV...
I want to get all my thoughts together in one single book..
I hope I can do it.. 


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I am going to continue this story in the next Blog-posts.
Until we have a whole Sunset Diaries "book" :D


It's pretty late.. I think I'll go to sleep now!
Goodnight Internet!!!


Nora <3333

You wanna piss me off?

Ok.. It's still the same day..
But something is different.. in the last post I said it was the best day of my life..
Now its kind of the worst you want to know why?


Turned out I can't go to Eclipse today..
that really ruined a lot for me ..
Why does everybody write : Egypt 30th of June???
Why??


Second I just met a faker , who used a picture from this  website and used Twicandy as a Nickname.
If you just read the Copyright ( scroll down and look at the menu sidebar) you'll see that it is not allowed to use any pictures or texts from this website.
And after that this girl asked ME how to make a Blog.. I tried to be nice and tell her to change the picture and her name first so I could tell her , but I began to explain..
After I was quiet for a while the girl asked me again : ... so  I could make a Blog like yours I will just change the text...
I stopped talking to her ..
And just kept saying to delete everything or I'll tell the Blogger Copyright thingy..
After a looong while she did what I told her to do..

Seriously people get a life! You don;t have to copy anybody!
Of course it was cool that actually someone in the whole world likes my Blog , but that wasn't a good feeling at all..
If someone just comes and copies you.. you know that SUCKS.
And besides I could have brought into serious problems! Just think of the Copyright! That's law!
Now imagine I would have told any Copyright organisation that there is someone who copied  text, pictures and other stuff from MY website without sending me an E-mail and asking for my permission!


So I hope if you see this and copied anything you better delete it or ask me! ok??
twicandyblog@hotmail.com
^^ that's this blogs' support. Don't be an idiot and just ignore!

Eclipse owns my whole heart

YAY!!!! I WROTE MORE THAN 50 POSTS!!!
YAY MEEEEEE!






Today is the best day in the year!
First : I'm gonna see Eclipse!! YAAAAAY!
Second: I did not forget to blog!
Third: More than 50 posts!!!!






I am very excited to see Eclipse!

But one thing is for sure if they won't bring this scene :


-Bella comes to the Cullen house with a broken arm-
Emmet: -laughs- Did you fall down again???
Bella: Nope I punched a werewolf in the face..


I'm gonna be pissed if I don't see that ^^
I laughed soo hard when I read it !!!

I can't believe people actually already saw it!!!
THEY ARE SOOOO LUCKY!
Now I am waiting for my friend to come online
so we could talk about in which Cinema we want to see it!
I can't wait I swear I will freak out!















For all those people who haven't read the Twilight yet:
Read it! It's worth it! It really is!
Now walk down to your favorite bookshop
buy it and start reading!
Give it a try!!!!
Don't blame a book because of it's movie!













New cast members!!!


Victoria:  Bryce Dallas Howard ( it was Rachelle Lefevre in Twilight and New Moon)
Bree:  Jodelle Ferland
Riley:  Xavier Samuel


Not all of them but I think the most important for us now.

Another hard i-feel-like-im-dead day

Hello,
had a shopping day today :)
Shopping makes Mommy happy :D
I didn't buy a lot ...
But I love what I bought :D


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I am very tired. I haven't slept well.. I had nightmares which I don't remember :P


I am updating my IPod Touch :)
Version 4.0 it has been syncing for an whole hour until now!!!


5 minutes later :
still syncing..


10 minutes later :
still syncing..


20 minutes..
I think you know..


25 minutes...
It took so long that the owner of this Website took a nap...


30 minutes...
WTF!?!?!?!?!


40 minutes...
The owner of this Website died...

So..

So I finished a book to realize the ending is it's happening all over again!?
WTF!
I surly did expect something wayyy more original!
Well I can't change it !
So I have no idea what to write about so I just start talking about random stuff and hope it works :D
I forget to update the Blog a lot these days.. I just end up like 11pm and like OMG I DIDN'T WRITE ANYTHING TODAY!
Turn on my laptop and start typing just like now ..
so my dad can say : Stop typing I don't believe you type that fast anyways
So I can say : Whatever -turns laptop around- tell me a sentence.. so I can write it..
Dad: well not now..


That's how it goes :)
I've seen Toy story the day before yesterday :P
It rocks!


OK i definitely need a topic to write about..

I downloaded a lot of downloads for my Sims 2 game like I told you before the Sims 2 are my favourite computer game.
I added a lot of custom content today!
But because they already ruined my Game once I'm more careful with what I download.
So I just got some hairstyles and clothes. And did you know there is a hack who keeps Teens from going to school!? If you ask me that's an awesome idea! And someone created  Harry Potter Careers for the Sims 2!
Which also rocks if you ask me!


I'm really bored right now..
I think I'll just don't wrote that much and say bye!!!

Music

My endless little symphony,

no one can here it but me ,

it plays itself in my little mind,

it's the only thing you'll find.

I thought music lessons were made to sleep in,

i mean who cares about what music has been?

Ohh I would love to sing all day,

I will sing all day in my way..

Making people smile and listen all day long,

But I have to admit something feels wrong,

 Ohh What is this missing thing?

I turn on my voice and start to sing...

Music is the blood running through your soul,

it is the missing what time has stolen,

just open up your mind and start to sing!

My favorite little thing ..