Orphanage...

Remember my Orphanage-visit post?
I promised to get you the best pictures!!! And here they are: :)

A simple balloon can be like a treasure...

That is what I call a happy kid...

Have you ever seen a cuter, happier or sweeter smile?

I don't think so.

Helping People is a wonderful thing. A smile makes your heart melt easily. 

Of course .. some kids cried. It must be terrible to have so many sisters and brothers and no parents ..

Just for your information.. They were 80 kids and just a few "mothers". 

I wish I could help them more...

I'm sure I will when I'm older but right now I have to find my own way.

A single smile can  mean the world to someone :)

My poor little ITouch

Hey Guys...
I'm not in a good mood right now.. 
If you want to know why you just have to look at this picture:

I guess that says it all..

Well it's still working but the glass.... :( 

But at least there are good news too :

I got the orphanage-visit picture which I talked about last week!!!

Check out the upper post to see them ^^^^

That was it for now :)

You can't stop the tears...

I saw the reflection of the light in her eyes when she said it "I'm gonna be alright! Don't worry.", she said while she was packing.

But now she's gone. Forever. I can't take her back or make the happened undone. 

"It's a normal flight to Canada, baby . No need to be worried." 

I still remember the sound of her voice... 

It wouldn't never be a normal flight to me. It would be horrible. 

How can a death be normal... Death is nothing you can forget easily, it's something you feel and see. Something you can't change.

I grabbed my old grey camping bag and walked out of the house. 

"Bye" , she gave me a hug. We hugged each other and to my surprise I noticed I was taller than  my mom. But wasn't it normal that teenage girls could be taller than their mom? 

The street is empty , not even my neighbors' kids are outside. The weather is too warm I guess. I would stay at home too but not today. It's her birthday, and like every year tears fill my eyes. I can see the cemetery.

"What are you doing ?" my father asked.

"I'm waiting for mom to call... she said she would call when the plane lands."

My father watched the news so I heard it. I was standing right next to him so I saw it.

"Plane crashes in water" That was more than enough to ruin my life.

I make my way through the hundreds of tombstones. Hundreds of names, hundreds of people, billions of tears.

I can see the flowers I put yesterday. The shiny red roses which remind me of her. Her beautiful warm rosy cheeks. I sit down and take my candles and my family photo out. And again I can't stop the tears from falling.

I didn't know funerals are so sad. Maybe because I have never been to one before.

What I know for sure is , is that I miss her. I miss her so much it hurts..

Life will never be the same ...

The candles' light isn't a lot but enough to see the picture. Slowly I glide over her name with my fingers. The stone is too cold.. not like her at all.

' A caring mother and a lovely wife'


Tears fall on the old stone and my voice isn't louder than a silent whisper....

" I love you Mom"

Friends all around the world

Lost dreams inside your mind,

of every color every kind.

You can meet people all around the world,
black people, white people, people of every religion and destination. 
But a true friend is hard to find maybe you will never find a friend who is just like you.
You have to look hard, everywhere, every time.


Crying hearts and sobbing words,
laughing children, singing birds.


If you find a friend never let him go.
Show him\her how important he\she is to you.
Because people move away and change no matter if it breaks your heart or not.
And sometimes Friendship just doesn't last for ever.


But if you look hard and search for the best,
you'll see the dreams take worries of your chest.


Friends help you whenever you need their help,
they are happy when you are happy and sad when you are sad.
They visit you when you are sick or something is depressing you.
Friends can save your day. 


Tears dry and fly away,
only your happiness wants to stay.


Sure you may fight and of course want to meet new friends.
But true friendship is stronger than every Love.
Friendship is priceless. Friendship is Life...


All alone you don't see the wonder,
You only hear the sound of thunder,
grab a friend and enjoy the sound,
stand with  both feet on the ground.

Forgotten

Her star, her love were so far away,

she had no choice , she had to stay,

for so many reasons her tears didn't dry,

to so many people she had to lie,

her happy life could not be sad,

she could not show the depression she had.

An actress for life, was her futures' plan,

she would be her dreams biggest fan.

At night she saw her shiny star,

forgotten like her , in a war,

between the world and the endless sky,

nothing could help , she had to cry,

for so many reasons her life said goodbye...

Yumm

Everyone I know , knows what my favourite food is.

You're right, even if you don't know me you just have to scroll down !!!

So what's my favourite food? Yeah it's Sushi.

How can people don't like Sushi!

After me and my friend finished our delicious fishy meal we made a little "Collage" and took some photos as a memory...

Here is what we've got:

Isn't it beautiful? :P

Mmmmm I'm hungry ... Yummy

I hope you all love Sushi like me and my friends!!!

Here are some of my favourite Sushi quotes:

Keep Smiling- Keep Sushi!

Save the world!!! The only planet with Sushi Restaurants!!!! gun

:)

Kids with no future

A trip to the orphanage..

I know some of you may think that an orphanage is a pretty weird location for a class trip. But it wasn't really a trip for us, we wanted to help those kids, to hug them and give them the love they need and will never get it the way others do.

It makes me feel really bad to see them, because I know it could be me .

I know that I had a lot of luck to be born in a family like mine. With parents , brothers, cousins, aunts ans uncles. And a lot of the kids there have parents, but they did not care about them, they left them in the streets , lookinf for themselves.

I really can't understand this. It fills my heart with anger and I would do anything to give their parents a lesson.. How heartless can people be!?!?

Well let's talks about something less heartbreaking.Ok I have to say everything about an orphanage is heartbreaking.Little innocent kids , with messed up future, although they deserve a way better future.
But what touched my heart the most , is them hugging you like a best friend and they know you are just a stranger but they want to be loved ..

So that's what I did: I took some drawing stuff with me, pens, paper, colors and everything.

And then I just found out that all just wanted to drow.. so they drew something - and i have to admit they were really good- and then came and showed it to me.. Some of them drew them and me .... That made me cry deep in my heart and it just made me hug them again..Believe me some of them were hugged a lot :D

Of course their "Nannys" do everything they can and Im really thankful to those people who spent their whole time with this kids...

I'm sure what I'm going to do first next year in school, gonna sign up for this "Social Helper" program which we joined today. And I learned a lot from today , we had a lot of luck to be who we are and that simple things like a pen or a hug can make someone smile , a smile you'll never forget :)

That's it for now,like I said pictures come later !!!Your N!!!

Youtube singers and my crazy thoughts...

Do you sometimes think about , how other people think?

How do you want to know that the purple you see is like the blue someone else sees?

How do you want to know if other people think like you? That you are like everybody, and everybody is like you?

You're right you can't.. it's kinda impossible to me, and I'm sure it's impossible to some other people , to know that your way to do stuff is the "right" way to do it..

So doesn't that mean you can never know if you are right? That can be kinda frustrating. Imagine a world where you can never say something right... like I said = Frustrating

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Well, OK that wasn't really what I wanted to talk about today, I just thought about that and found it pretty cool..

So I was surfing on YouTube, watching some videos, and when I got to a amateur singer video I found that comment:

If there are so many great talents like you, why are Miley Cyrus and Justin Bieber still on TV ?????

Well to be honest I think that's true..

If you want to see what I mean click on those links:

( Because I found that most of them are singing " The Climb" by Miley Cyrus, I just took the ones who are singing it for now... -Lol remember I wrote -well I just posted the comment^^- she is talentless? Well for just taking those who sing her songs it doesn't mean I like her...)

• Savannah Outen
• Tiffany Alvord
• Danielles' Music
• Kiddiva07
• pawsonmagic

BEST OF ALL TIME!!!!!!!!! = hchsknights08 click here to go to her Channel!!!!

You think there is a much better amateur musician on YouTube I didn't mention??? Leave me a comment and I'll add it!!! Thanks!!!

That was it for now!!! :( See you later guys!

Peoples' souls

Hello,

I just don't understand why I did not write about Stuff I like from the beginning, maybe I was worried what people would think about me . That doesn't sound like me at all. I don't really care abut what people think about me. Everything is good as long as I like myself, and understand the world how it is..

For some reason I was scared and worried. Stupid me..

People may say I'm too young to understand the world, maybe they are right, maybe I am too young. But does age really matter?

There are adults living for war , and children don't understand why. Children may be the only people who understand the world right . Who grow up in a world, which they don't understand , and maybe those adults who just fight and want money and status did not see the world right, when they had the chance to see it like no one else can.

Do you believe some people are born bad? Well I'd like to , well at least sometimes. Because I can't imagine how Innocent little children grow up to blood thirty hobos...

What makes peoples' souls how they are? Murders, Burglars and maybe just those mean men and women...

Hmpf.. -sighs-

And what about really nice people? Who or what made them how they are?

Is everything so different so we can learn what to do , and what not to do?

How to be and how not to be?

Maybe I will never understand it right , but just maybe there aren't enough people thinking about this..

There's a long way to do for human being...

To be continued...

I hate homework!

Hey,

I'm back from a very long trip, and I'm exhausted.. -sighs-

But the worst thing is that I know I still have homework to do!! I'm so not gonna do it..

Why do we have to do homework? We sit in a tiny uncomfortable seat the whole day and listen to some really boring stuff, dreaming of things we could have done... And then we go home and what do we do??? HOMEWORK!

I mean it hurts trees!! :P Think of all those kids!!! :)

And there are teacher , who think you don't have any other subjects in school or you just have no life and then you sit at home the whole day writing ..

And then... Tests, exams, projects SO much to think about. And it's always the same!!! "It's for your future!" Wow!!!

It's not like we don't have anything else to do than staring at a stupid Math book....

BORING!!!! SICK!!! STUPID!!

MTV Movie Awards

Hey Guys!

It's me again!

Well I think some of you know, that you can vote for MTV now!

There are a lot of different categories like : Best Male Performance, Best Movie, Best Kiss, Best WTF! moment, Best fight and a lot more..

Vote for your favourite stars Kristen Stewart, Taylor Lautner, Robert Pattinson , Ben Stiller, Emma Watson, Daniel Radcliffe or Zac Efron!

Help your Stars win on mtv.com

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Isobel

HEY!!

THERE IS A NEW THE VAMPIRE DIARIES EPISODE!!!

It's called Isobel (names after Alaric's dead vampire wife i guess ! :P)

I fell in love with it like with every other Vampire Diaries Episode!

Watch it here:

http://tv.blinkx.com/show/the-vampire-diaries/EKRF7ZzuPX_DLiq7#s2010e1271

You can watch ALL Vampire Diaries Episodes free online here

THANKS FOR READING! MORE NEXT WEEK! YOUR N!

Memories ....

I love them, it reminds you with the best and worst things what ever happened to you ..

Like vacations , great grades, new friends, a pet, family nights,

love or awesome weather!

So many great things! Let's not talk about the bad stuff.. maybe another time ..

Right now I remember my last vacation at the sea, i love the sunset there and it was like afairytale, diving in the ocean and seeing all those little creatures! I love diving! I can't get enough!

But you knew where I live there aren't a lot of green spaces, so I like forests and woods and RAIN..

Just like at the pics!!!

hm .. I have to remember that more! :)

more later!! bye! your N!!

I seriously don't know what I'm doing...

Hey,

Well I knew I had to blog today, but I didn't know what to write ... So a friend told me I should just start to write and see what coming out!!

Topic Nr.1!!!

Well ... Hm ... Let's talk about school!

WAIT DON'T GO AWAY!! I DON;T MEAN IT LIKE THAT! :)

You know these "friends" who pretend like being your Best Friend 4 Ever and then just run to another girl or boy at school and acting the same show...

YOU KNOW THAT REALLY SUCKS!

I didn't really happen with me , but I just watched this girl running to a girl after another ... And she really thinks she is "popular" because of her "imaginary friends"...

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I can hear some birds sing outside.... it's time for them to breed and I love this time ...

Whenever I hear birds sing I have to smile .. even if I'm sad or had a bad day ....

Birds are beautiful .. a brown, black and white one is sitting on my bird house I made when

I was 5...

I named the first bird to sit in that birdhouse "Pirate" he had just one foot and was black and white .. he came everyday , except one day he didn't . I cried a lot this day , that's the only thing I remember ...

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Topic 2!!!

Fun with friends!

Yesterday after I chatted with my friends I just began writing silly stuff ... Like this:

"Jumps out of window and lands on a unicorn with asthma and high heels , flies over to school..gets bored and flies to a funny looking cloud.. takes ice cream out of the unicorns' horn and eats it , and flies over to cookie cloud with santa claus... spits icecream out, on another cookie cloud , and on the cookie could is a dwarf with a cup of coffee , eating a taco and watching football : "hey vamp" , gets scared and flies away to rainbow land. makes happy dance and falls of cookie cloud ... thinks: wow I can see the school! , crashes school wall and lands in her seat in class... : HI EVERYONE!!"

Again don't ask me what that means!!!

Vampire Diaries

Season 1 is over!

The new Season began with the amazing Episode Blood Brothers:

"As Stefan wrestles with his demons, he decides to reveal parts of his past to Elana, including the truth about how they were turned into vampires. Damon tries to track down a mysterious invention. Jeremy and Anna’s relationship continues to grow"

If you missed it watch it online here or here

You can watch the other Vampire Diaries Episodes from Season 1 at tvblinkx.com or watchthevampirediaries.net

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