kkk

You can save me
but the question is
are you going to leave me?
Or just stand and watch?

Will you save me?
Though I'm the only
who needs to be saved...
Or are you just gonna stand and watch?

You can't save me
If you close up your mind
Why don't you just leave me die?
You can't save me
If I'm not alive
but still can save my soul
and their lives.
Don't leave me hangin'
Don't leave me die
Don't leave me waiting
Don't leave at all...

You can save me
but am I worth? at all?
Can you grab my hand?
Or am I too low.. to be saved.

Will you save me
if I said it'll be my last chance?

Musicccc

Lyrics | Sunrise Avenue lyrics - Fairytale Gone Bad lyrics

this songs is plain awesome! I'm in love with it :D
Hey remember the surprise I told you about?
You'll have to wait one more day :P
SORRY!
But this song should make everything Okay again :P

And this one should brighten your day up:



Lyrics | Inna lyrics - Amazing lyrics


Checked the new MIXPOD Music app?
It's right there >^

Punch Jb's face :D

Make a game | kill justin bieber!!!!!!!!!!!! | Free games | Pictogame

It makes damn much fun to punch Justin Bieber :D

This game is going to be on the Games page on here  if you wanna play it again later :)

I got a special surprise for tommorows post!
It's a secret !!!!

Her

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'You don't understand! Nobody ever does..
This was what I wanted, what I dreamed of. I shouldn't hate it, but I do! I hate what I am now, what I turned into and most of all I hate myself for being the reason the curse won't let go of me. I thought my life was soo bad it couldn't get worse, it was THE thing that kept me alive, THE thing what I thought of made me breath..
It's a curse, it's deep in my heart now, like a cold stone leaking for blood and shattered souls. I don't want to live anymore if I am like that. Maybe you're right and maybe I'm good for this world, but the world hasn't done me any good. Everyone I love gets killed because of me, and if they don't die they betray me.. It hurts so much it would kill a human and maybe a vampire.. but I'm worse, I can't hide in shadows because they would hunt me.
I'm doomed, that's why i have to die.'

'If she just knew how much I loved her. All the tears she shed fall on my sould and remain unsolved secrets. I would do everything to help her, but how can I help someone who doesn't want be helped?
When I kiss her I feel so right, like everything that hurt me before doesn't matter anymore, like all the pain I have felt was only the torture I had to pay so I would deserve her. If she'd die, I don't know what I would do. I guess I'd die too, it's just that my heart hurts too much when I'm away from her, like I could die any second without her. But being with her is like heaven and hell at the same time, though my heart begs me to see her , the bigger the pain is when I see her cry, what she always does. What can I do?
How can I make her suffer go away if it is my deaths' secret are the same time?
You look at me like I've lost my mind, brother. But no I'm not lying. In the past I haven't been much of a "gentleman" and that is soemthing I am not proud of now. I bet if I had known her the time I turned into what I am now I would have never been like that. She changes me St****, she completes me.'

The Vampire Diaries

Memort Lane Previwes up in 5...4..3..2..1. ACTION:

 and how ccould I even forget to upload the most recent TVD episode itself?

Naaah I won't! So here it is:

TVD S02E03

My brothers wedding....!!!

My bro is getting married today.
Whoa.. I can't believe I managed to write that right now!!!
It's hard to accept that..
Though I always wanted him to move out a lot of times before it's hard..
And my other bro is going to Germany again so I will be all alone. -sigh and laughs-
Happy though!!!
No one who types random numbers and letters when I'm blogging << Haha he will read this in a few seconds.. Wanna bet?
No one who slaps my arm just to count how many fingers he can see on it.
Yup he just read it!!!
I win!
-_-'

Yup they are annoying!!!

Invasion of the air..

Lame title but however..
Check this video it's frikkin hilarious:




DAM DAM DAM!!! INCEPTION CAT  IS INVADING! mwhahahaha

My posts are pretty poopy right now.. but .. I dunno I have no excuse and I'm sorry!
But I'm wattpading now.. Actually it's just today.. but here is the link to my profile there are some stories slash poems you could check.. :

http://www.wattpad.com/643540-blind-visions

Poetry Code

Every Poem has a code. A code you have to learn how to read !!!
Every word can have several meaning and doesn't have to have the same meaning every time

Example:

                                                                  Sacred Red

>Death >> Tears >>> Being sad >>>> Guilt>>>>>...
>Bleeding>> A way out >>>  Betrayed >>>> dying >>>> crying >>>> being hurt...
>Wonder >> Miracles >>> Believe>>>>Love or hate >>>>>Live
>Life


And so on :p
You could add like a billion of words to each of them
It's the code that matters :)

Vampire Diaries Season 2 Episode 2

That's for all my Blog fans!!!
Enjoy <333

A poem for Damon Salvatore

You are a killer

but I don't mind

If you had killed me

I would have understood.

Behind all that act you are playing

I can see the anger playing in your soul

behind hides the suffer

you don't want to show.

You are too dangerous to be weak

too big to fall and be destroyed

but after all you do I still can see

that deep inside you aren' the one pretending to be.

Why does no one love me?

May be the question you ask

As much as it hurts me to say this

But you're wrong..

I love and even more would do

if you'd just let your role fall

and be the one I miss

You maybe killed

You maybe destroyed

but everyone , including you, deserves a chance

I'm not perfect so are you,

but seeing  what you do

because you are too scared to cry

makes the sacred red

even harder to flow..

What turns raindrops to teardrops? Or even blood-drops? Do you have an answer to say? Or a question to ask? No.
It's because most of us don't care... and THAT is what turns them into tears..
But what turns them into blood is not the blood that flows when someone dies... it's the blood of the truth everyone ignores.  You'll think that I'm stupid. Well... okai yeah I am! But if I'm stupid more people should be stupid! Or maybe Frikkin stupid!!! With a capital F!!!
When truth bleeds it means that Lies are just being used too often.
 The lie of being "okay".
The lie of that most of the people in the world are "okay".
Well "okay" is a pretty frikkin Stupid wird. ( Notice this time the S is capital ;) )
Maybe we should all be stupid..

Just a little Creative Thinking ;)

   If you had known me

If I would have told you how I really am, would you have never even tried to hurt me?
Hurt isn't the right word I guess, how about torn to pieces?
If I had told you how my life is and always has been would you have cried for me or went on?
May I ask you why do you do it anyway? Why do you feel so strong?
If you had seen through my souls shut doors you would maybe have believed that the show your playing isn't just a dream..
Maybe I should have told you, maybe I should have known but maybe it wasn't mine to tell you
that you fool the unknown.
Maybe I seemed weak to you but like I said you never knew me enough to judge me.
Am I a scene queen? A Goth? An Emo? Maybe I'm a geek? Or maybe -just maybe- I'm too cool for you!
So do us all a favor, before they say goodbye like I did, look into peoples souls before killing them inside.


Je t'aime


Will you love me if I say it like that?
Or should I just say Je t'aime?
Does that satisfy you?
After all that time do you finally believe in me?

'Ich liebe dich' yet another version of the curse,
but since it seems like you believe that my dreams could come true
after all that time it feels so unreal!!!
I just hope that this time I won't wake up..

So many languages I could love you with
But just that you know I won't change for you
If you don' like me how I am now you don't deserve me
Then for now you should be okay with 'I love you'

It says so much already
I hope you understand the meaning behind it
I don't say it out of habit or to make you feel good.
I say it because my heart was begging me to..

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Leave the door open

Don't close the door
Give me this one other chance
My suffer becomes more and more.

Everything shattered because I lied
My whole world including you passed by
Making me the silent watcher stand by the side.

Leave the door open for me
So I can apologize
I won't ever do it again , you'll see

Haha Haha Haha

Making people laugh sin't easy
You'll learn it sooner or later but you'll learn it.. sometime.. WHATEVER!!!
However,
even if you make a stupid joke who nobody is laughing at don't get down :P
Someday you remember and THAT is when you laugh so hard you fall of your chair and keep lying on the floor brabbling random stuff nobody wants to hear.

As you all should know I'm a huge TVD (for all the retards out there its: THE VAMPIRE DIARIES!!!)



Here is the new Episode: The Return!
It's the first Episode in Season 2 we  all have been waiting for!!!
Yippieh!
It's amazing...
I loved it <333
Thanks to tv.blink.com again!!!
You guys rock socks!!!
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Do me a favor
and don't fill me with your suffer
I've got enough to deal with
to think about healing you heart

The flowing red
you show me, yes it's shocking
and I don' wanna deny
but don' kill me too

I won't give up on you
Like I promised you
but don't make this mission impossible
by giving me more and more to handle

I don't want
you to go under
but I don't want to drown

The Elements

If fire starts
water ends
air completes
earth corrects
but if spirit leaves
nothing makes sense.

You can learn
you can study
you can believe
you can question
but if spirit leaves
You won't be able to ask.

If I'm the music
and you are the dancer
you are the beat
and i'm the heat
we ca complete each other
But spirit is us even if we don't know.

The truth is spirit is everywhere
It's the fifth element
even if you don't believe.
Without spirit we'd be empty
Spirit is everywhere and everyone
You can't kill it
it kills you by command

Teamwork with Plain Jane ;)

Heyyya Guys !!!

Good news are coming!
The title almost says it all.
Plain Jane and I are going to do some serious teamwork-short-stories :)
Definition:
Plain Jane's posts a part of the story and I write the next part then she continues and ...
So you practically have to read both of our blogs if you want to get what I'm talking about.
OR you end up with the perfect WTF-look on your face, your Bets friend takes a picture of it and puts it on the World Wide Web ;)
The title of  our story is.....
Actually we still have no idea , so just keep up and you'll get it, without a wtf-look on your face , thought that would be funny i guess.
Stay tuned here and HERE to get the most recent updates :)
Or just leave a comment below :)
Thank you <3333

The soul.

It doesn't bleed
Nor does it hurt
It isn't bad
Nor is it good.

A fight between the gods
would make it end
though no one really believes
in eternal peace.

Flames couldn't burn it
They would just burn their own essence
Not only the kill but also
the beauty and the passion.

But it can be pained
It can be defeated
just by being hurt
the life in it suicides

Not even time
can cloak the happened
It will be hurt
forever if it is.

The soul.

Copyright  by Nora Tarraf, All Rights reserved.

My bro is comming hooray taaaaheeeeyyy!

No idea what I just wrote.
Just forget about it.
As usual .. -sigh-

:D Hola !
Whatcha doin on my blog?
Stalking meh >.<
Argh I need to drink more energy drinks..
WOOP WOOP
-burp-
without sugar...
or maybe.. just a little..?

IT'S OFFICIAL!
I am hyper.

Mwahahahhaha

Secind official thing of the day is...

Damon Salvatore is mine :P
After endless fights with my friends I thought I'll just make it nice and simple.. AND official :D

Suck it ladies! :D


I already had this :

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My bro is coming @ 3am today/tomorrow ;)
Maybe that is what the title is about?
Could be .. Could be..

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'After you kiss me

I'm scared of the next

will you be mine

or was it the last kiss I'll get?

After you look at me

I'm scared of the past

will it become the future

or just part of my soul?

After I saw you walk away,

I'm scared because I don't know

will I ever see you again

or will the history repeat once again?

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I see you there

so far away from me

still I can't live in the happening

I dream about you not being impossible.

Call me insane 

if it is what you think I am

still I won't stop living the way I do

and I won't stop looking for you

my only way out..

I'm sure when I get to you

My fears will hide where the sky is bleeding

The sun can only save them

just as I can only be saved by you

my only way out..

my dream come true.'

Forever

I don't last forever
Like a flower
I grow until I'm done growing          
Then I fade.

I don't fade forever
Like a cold stone , not feeling anything
I hope until the hopes seem silly
Then I cry

I can't cry forever
Like no one else can
I cry until the suffer leaves me alone
Then I try.

I can try forever
Like everybody should
I won't give up on life, I won't trust your lies
Then I live.    

I can't live forever
Like nobody ever could
But I can live every second like it's my last
Then I I'll be happy.                                            

Kill my doubts to make me believe
your words won't make me forget the past.
You killed my trust once before
Don't think I don't know how to harm.

Innocence doesn't last forever
You can't kill me every day
You'll see the tears gliding down my cheeks
Will you make wash them away orignore?

Maybe I know the answer
But maybe I want to believe
That little bit hope that's left within me
is what makes me breath.

I don't kill.

I don't kill
I torture

Raise of the death
Cry of the soul
Color of the tear

I don't kill my soul
I hide it beneath
the darkened light of the stars.

Hope of the heart
Truth of the eye
Lie of the love

While people cut
Cut so deep
I cry and find a way
to save myself.

Scars of the hidden
Death of the blood

I will survive
Going under is not what I am at.
My heart will succeed.
My soul won't shatter.

Dark Light of the moon
Look of the sun
Lie of a lifetime.

You can't tame me
You can't hurt me.
You can't make me believe in lies
I've known too much to believe
in fairy-tales told by demons.

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Hold me tight
We are flying
I don't want to fall
again

Spread your wings
You are my angel
Don't leave me in the air
I'll fall.

I've been hurt too often
too don't see the truth your hiding
I just wanna love you
for as long as I have left.

Then you kiss me
all of sudden.
The dizziness behind my love
is making me fall into the dark.

I see your face you are screaming my name.
You are too far away from me.
I fall on the earth and the reality recovers.
I wake up and you are gone..
you don't always come back as you promised.

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The second you saw me
we have been together.
Deep inside our souls
is the truth we know that exists.
The hole in my heart was filled again.
You are my soul.
You complete me.

The second I saw you
I knew that I loved you.
The deep blue of your eyes was sad
and your arms covered in red.
Don't let yourself down
I'll fall with you.
Don't let me drown
inside myself.

For a Pessimist I'm pretty Optimistic

^^ XD

But I did not pick that title because of the song!
Though I am a Paraholic.

The reason I picked it because school is being ( I am not lying BTW ) awesome.

Chemistry: Our Teacher let some desks burn.. on purpose.. :P Then he burned some chemicals which smelled like pee and burned wood. But the burning table part was SOOO FRIGGIN AWESOME!
I'm sitting eight in front of the that teacher desk , which was the one he burned btw, so I could feel the heat and smell that sick smell the chemicals let the fire smell like.

Physics: We burned some tea bags which began flying!!!
And you can't hate a subject where the only homework is to make a funny experiment and write two sentences about what you saw.

Biology:
You also can't hate a subject where you just have to stare through a Microscope to look at funny objects!

French:
Well I am getting better !!! That is an improvement I think!

#Fudge: My spelling isn't getting any better! -sigh-