Six Billion Secrets

Woop Woop we got out 13th Follower! :)

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FYI: 

Six Billion Secrets is a website everyone can submit a secret to. Most of the secrets on this website are very touching... 

Summiting a secret is free and a lot of fun :) Check it out HERE < Yes, dumbo, this is a link :)

 

As I promised you yesterday I'm going to make a YouTube review today :) 

You may know some of the people I am going to review, since I barely watch any YT channels but those of popular  Youtubers.

Now, Let the reviewing begin .. Bum Bum Bum..

1) Ray William Johnson

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/raywilliamjohnson?blend=1&ob=4

What I think about the Channel:

RWJ is a funny and cool guy and watching his videos always makes me lol.

He has a great sense of humor as well :)

His show is based on 3 videos he reviews and the comment question of the day and the answers of the last Comment question.  It is a fun show to watch. He is the second most subscribed on YouTube.

2) Shane Dawson (SDTV, SDTV2, shane )

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/shanedawsontv?blend=1&ob=4

This is the link to his main channel. SD has got 3 channels which he updates a lot: SDTV , SDTV2 and shane (His IPhone channel )

What I think about the Channel: 

Shane Dawson may be the funniest guy on YouTube. He made up a lot of different characters which all have their own style ( talking, clothing, humor, etc. ). Most of his videos start with a topic he introduces then he shows his viewers a sketch and goes back to the topic. But he also makes funny little "movies" about school and other stuff each of us faces every single day. 

3)  ItsKingsleyBitch 

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/ItsKingsleyBitch

What I think about the channel: 

Hilarious.

xD Kingsley is  HILARIOUS.

He loves to hate on things like Justin Bieber ( don't we all love to hate JB? ), 3D movies, birds and a lot of other things some of us may find pretty much damn annoying.

His videos are very funny.

Warning: You may laugh so hard you end up choking. 

4) Brittani Louise Taylor

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/BrittaniLouiseTaylor

What I think:

Brittani knows how to be funny and not cuss at the same time. Something, a lot of YouTubers can't.

In comparison to other YTers she loves to contact her fans (chat, comment questions, "shout-out sounday"). Her videos are very funny as well.

5) BlackBoxTV 

Channel Link: http://www.youtube.com/user/blackboxtv?blend=2&ob=1

What I think:

Scariest. Show. EVAR!

Honestly, after my friend told me about that "scary channel on YouTube" I did NOT think I'd be sitting on my bed, scared shitless and hugging my teddybear.

You have to check it out :)

Basically those are pretty much all the YTers I watch and like.

You may also know the PotterPuppetPals or Take180, shows I also like.

I hope you visit their channels because it's worth it.

That was it for today <3

Have fun :)

The Smiley Person returns!

=3

Basically my friends called me Smiley person one day while we were skyping .. and I kinda liked it so now I'm using it .. like a lot.

I woke up at 12pm?am? I have no idea basically it's that 12 o'clock crap where the world is lit up by the big light bulb up there we call sun.

It's 3pm right now and I know you don't care so... HAPPY XMAS!

 

Even if you are not jewish (and I'm not jewish but who the hell cares) you should check this out:

http://laurramaldonado.tumblr.com/post/2496340818

This is not a virus!

#Annoy

You know that E-mail virus that used to go around?

Like your friends sent you a link every 5 seconds with IS THAT YOU IN THIS PICTURE? 

And you have to options:

• Be as dumb as I was and click on the link -________-
• Be a lot smarter than I was and ask what the fudge the link is about before clicking it
• OR be smarter , not give a shit, and don't click on it at all.

This virus was so damn hard to get rid of that I think I will never ever click on a link again.

Which I am never going to stick to anyways!

Back to the link:

It is just some american girl who is talking about Christmas and stuff.. but she does it in this really funny way .. xD

You have to check it out to know what I mean!

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I'm in a rare blogging mood these days xD I want to write a lot :P 

Though I don't continue writing my stories/books/stupid stuff..

ANYWAYS, don't get too used to it!

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When I logged into FB my Homepage was full of GMH links.

Dunno what GMH is?

GMH: Give me hope.

It's a website a lot of people send cute little stories to, and people can like them or retweet them or share them..

So, I went to that website and I 'Awwwww'ed at every single GMH I read.

Yeah I know.. I'm weak.

Tommorow: Youtube Review.

Stay Tuned.

FML

Lol, don't take the title too seriously.
I'm just not in the mood for blogging these days -_________-
AHHHH
I'm in a bad mood generally today.
ITS NOT BECAUSE OF X-MAS!
As some of you may know there is someone on YouTube called TheArchfriend or something who basically hates on like everything... Not really everything.. but mostly popular Youtubers and comments he gets which he BTW likes to correct.
#Privatethoughts
He is pretty immature if you ask me

HOWEVER!
I was okay when he kept saying mean stuff about Ray William Johnson, IJustine and Shane Dawson but when he made a movie preview about Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Part 1..
Let's say I was soo friggin angry my blood was burning!!! ._.
I don't want to be mean and stuff or be like gossiping behind his back or god knows if he will ever read this but I think he should just stop it.
1. When someone proves him wrong he keeps like correcting his/her GRAMMAR and SPELLING!
I mean COME ON! we are on the internet! This is a free WORLD!!!
2. Karma. One word: Karma. I wonder if he ever thinks about the bad things that happen to him? Like I dunno the fake YT mails that he gets? Or the fact that 75% of the comments on his vids are negative ? or people that want him to die in a hole .. but that's a whole other story!
3. I don't know why he concentrates on RWJ and SD  but no one IS perfect ( no Miley Cyrus intended) so what's the matter if RWJ uploads ONE bad vid or changed some random vids name! Who the hell cares? He is funny and that is what matters! Not what his vids are called!
And what's wrong with SD's thumbnails? Are you gonna judge him because of it?
Dude, get a life.
I did not just say that..
But I like promised myself to never delete a sentence I write again.
Only typos.
But you might have noticed I'm getting better at fast Internet typing. I barely made any typos these days...

Let's get to another topic:

CHRISTMAS!!!

This is like the first time I've seen ALL of my cousins ( maybe my whole family ='3) in X-Mas!
My German cousins arrived at like 9pm on the 24th. And all of my other cousins were there..
So yeah it was pretty awesome :D

I got like a pretty awesome pair of earrings and A LOT of chocolate ( ='3 ) and a lot of other things :)
Lucky Me!
Ohhhh
Check out
PROJECT4AWESOME on Youtube!
It's friggin awesome! It's all about Charities and stuff and it's really cool because a bunch of famous Youtubers are performing and talking and stuff like that :)

BlackBoxTV <<<
I highly recommend this. I'm scared shitless when I'm watching it ... haha
It's so awesome xD

Forgive me Master

Master I failed
Master I tried
Master don't punish me I tried but my attempt failed before I realized I'd succeeded.
I was blinded by the fact that I could win, win the war I never wanted to begin!
Master, I tried! I seriously did! But ... sometimes.. or maybe it has to be like this.. but well I don't know but maybe .. some people are meant to win and some have to suffer?
Maybe some needn't look out or their future? Maybe the future comes to them? Either way I can't change what happened!
At least let me try again! Because master... maybe I could proof something.. I still don't know what it is, really..
I just have this feeling that there is something I could change. Something that may change another something.
Like dominoes kicking and pushing each other.. a endless roller coaster.
Master, maybe I failed in this task but I may do something in another task in a whole other world no one has ever done before.
I could shine just the way I am , master!
Just , please,  give me this one more chance and I'll swear I won't disappoint you.
It may be true that I said this before
but my past has been full of lies and on my last trip I realized that I can't try to do something I wasn't meant to do. Just as a poor man can't be nominated to become a king.
Just as this man I can't win the prize which is for someone else to take..
Master I won't ask for your mercy now.
I remember when you taught me not to trust but to kill instead.  But if that is true, I should have killed my own ambitions and dreams a long time ago.
Because my ambitions are what I trust and my dreams are what lead me through the darkness you keep pushing and forcing me in to do a job I couldn't possibly do!
So what I ask you for now is the ability to know what I am here for.
Why have I been born at all?
Am I that important that I have to exist?
Do I really change everything? Even if I don't notice it? I believe the answer is Yes.
Yes I change everything
Yes Yes Yes
Yes I am important.
In another world another time maybe.. just maybe... I could be more powerful than you!

Movie Reviews: Step up 3D, The Social Network.. etc.

STEP UP 3D

Stars:

 Sharni Vinson, Rick Malambri and Adam G. Sevan


What I think about the movie:


The movie was awesome! 
I really anjoyed to watch it! It was a great idea to film it in 3D because it gives you the feeling that you dance with the Actors/Actresses.
A very well written and played Dance/Love/Action- story.


Go watch it!
You won't be dissapointed!


















THE SOCIAL NETWORK

Stars:

 Jesse Eisenberg, Andrew Garfield and Justin Timberlake


What I think about the movie:


The movie was great.
For those of us who know Facebook and use it a lot it's very interesting and the story itself is great. It was a good idea to make a movie about this website. I really enjoyed watching it :)

"Katerina"

11/11

:)
Yeah.. exactly this day in 1 year is going to be as special  as this years' 10/10/10 10:10:10!
only that you have to switch all the 0's with 1's !
I missed the ten seconds this year -.-'
I swear I wanted to scream.. only prob: I was in class!
No homework today!
And tomorrow is weekend!
So I can finally relax!

I watched The Social Network today.
I'm going to upload a movie review soon!

Movie Reviews planned:

1. Step up 3D
2. The Social Network
3. ??????

What you have to do:

Leave a comment or a message in the twicandy-chatango chat and write the name of a movie you want me review!

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Close your eyes

ignore the lies

open them to see

what the truth could be.

Truth is a beauty

or a brutal cruelty

maybe it's a tragedy

and horror for whose truth is not to be seen.

May I talk about the future?

Made by the lies I capture?

Maybe all of this is fiction.

But does that really matter at the end?

They say my name is Hermoine (8)

8I wake up with a terrible headache. My back hurt and my eyes burnt like I'd cried the whole night.

I remember that I dreamed something, but I don't remember what it was.

Slowly I slide into my house-shoes and get dressed.

It's pretty early and probably to early to meet Mike, but I'd rather wait hours in the library than have to listen to my parents' questions.

The cereal tastes like mud, not that I expected it to taste great.. My parents told me that I used to love cereal. Didn't anything they told me I liked before the plain crash turn out to be a total disaster?

Well at least there is one thing I can look forward to: Mikes' help.

Though I'd have to wait in the library for like 3 hours I rush out of the house.

What will this day bring?

The Vampire Diaries Episode 6,7 and 8!

Episode 6:



Episode 7:



Episode 8:

Mwhaahahaha

Heyya people!
Exams are over -for now- and I finally have time!

So here is some Back-up info:

I did NOT stop posting "They say my name is Hermoine" posts!!!
Like I said it has been a tuff time and I'm gonna try to publish the next 'They say my name is Hermoine"post ASAP!
I will also upload the newest The Vampire Diaries Episodes and update the "Pages" up there ^^
I also apologize for defect songs in the "Fudgyicious-Blog IPod!"
And FYI: You use it like a normal Ipod!
It's  the same deal!
There's no special trick or a secret code to use it! Just use the buttons and click!!

My life:

During the past few weeks I mainly studied!
Yesssssss it wasn't cool! AT ALL!
I also read Harry Potter 1-7 in 1 week and 3 days! HIGH FIVE!
I beat my own record!
I made it from 788 pages in 24 hours to about 950 in 24 hours!
I have to count how many pages I read in one week...
However I also wrote a lot of poems but I can't really post them on here because they're German!
But well here is a tiny part of one of them:

COPYRIGHT BY FUDGYLICIOUS BLOG

Sie lächelt so rein
Sie lächelt so fein
Sie lächelt in die Dunkelheit hinein
Aber ihr Lächeln ist nicht mein
Doch mein Herz ihres allein.

Because the translation sounds really sucky ( or suck-ish ) I'm just going to post the Poemcode for this one:

Her smile is so free and happy
Her smile makes my life brighter in this darkness.
But this "light" that brightens my world, isn't mine.
But my heart, which makes me breath and live, is hers.
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COMING SOON:

• They say my name is Hermoine- posts!
• The Vampire Diaries Episodes!
• Step-Up 3D Film-Review!
• Breaking Dawn Gossip!
• AND MORE MORE MORE!

They say my name is Hermoine (6)

'Hermoine!!! Come sit with us!'

I turn around to two girls who are looking at me and waving and giggling.

Both are blond and really skinny and reminded me of Barbie dolls. Make-up? Like seriously? Who are they trying to impress? Barney!?

I never heard myself thinking like that before! Well maybe I did, but not that I remember..

Do I even know these girls to judge them?

But I had to know them! Otherwise they wouldn't have asked me to come over..

'So? are you coming or not?' One of them asked, she is taller than the other girl and is wearing a short red skirt. 

'Uh.. Yeah! Sure!' I said smiling, they look a little surprised like they didn't think I would say yes.

I go to them still smiling then I follow them to a table a lot of other girls and boys are sitting on. 

As soon as I came they stop talking and gawk at me. Some of the girls just laugh.

'What's wrong?' I asked.

Instead of an answer they laughed. The girl who asked me to join them first look proud of themselves and pleased...

Hate runs through my veins. Why are they laughing at me?

Do I hate them? Is that why I thought about them in such a mean way before?

My head hurts again.

I take my food and run out of the cafeteria.

Can this day get any worse!?

They say my name is Hermoine (4)

'Hemoine! Wake up! It's time for school!'

'aaaaa 5 more minutes.. promise.. I'll be..'

'Wake up! I won't drive you to school again!'

My mom is sitting right beside me on my bed. She is petting my back with her left hand and holding a really nasty smelling tea in her right hand. One thing I know: I never liked tea.
Just minutes after Cindy and Mike have left I fell asleep.

'Wait what.. again?'
'Hermoine! That's enough now! Stop pretending that you don't remember anything!'
'But Mom! I-'
'Stop it now! Your Dad and I are going to talk!'
'Argh! Kill.me.now!'

Mom goes out of the room the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts... Something I really try not to concentrate on.
'Hermoine stop thinking!' I told myself.
I stand up, get dressed and then go downstairs to eat breakfast.
As usual my Mom is not eating with me she leaves early in the morning, just like my Dad.
I grab my bag and go to school thinking about what I will do today.
Maybe i could hang out with my friends? Cindy and Mike?
Wait.. Mom said they weren't my friends..
But who were my friends?

They say my name is Hermoine (2)

Hermoine.. Hermoine.. Hermoine..
My name means a lot to me. It means the world to me.
Why? Because it's all I have.
Why did they call me Hermoine? Is that name something special?
What does it mean?
My name and my one and only memory was all I had to think about. Everything else made me sick. It hurt so much to even try to think about it. But more did it hurt to know that I had lost something more important I wasn't able to remember. But still it killed me inside whenever I thought about the past.
Something touched my shoulder. My eyes widened but I didn't want to look. What if it is a big fat bug? I hate bugs! Or maybe it's just a leaf..? I closed my eyes and concentrated on it's touch on my skin. It tickled my shoulder and I giggled trying not to shake myself too hard. Slowly I turned my had and what I saw made me gasp out in joy. A butterfly!
The little insect flew off my shoulder. I ran after it and fell over a few times.

I ahven't been blogging a lot.
Nope actually I haven't been blogging at all!
And I'm sorry!! :P
But well I've got good news:

1. Plain Jane and I are going to start out Teamwork-story TODAY! :D The first part will be published on Plain Janes' Blog HERE. Check it out and give us feedback by leaving a comment :) Part number 2 will be uploaded Here on my blog :) 
2. I'm gonna upload TVD SO2EO4 and E5 soon :) Please be patient! There are a lot of dead-links out there!!! And I'm sure no one wants a dead-link! :P
3. I will also create a TVD Season 2 Tab ^^ You'll be able to watch all TVD Episodes there :)

Here is Episode 5

(Thanks Maymay!!!)

Dracula vs. Edward :P

Dracula: I suck people's blood and terrorize them! 
What do you do? 
Edward: I... sparkle. 
Dracula: Wow. That's kinda gay. 
Edward: I know :(

Haha :P funny right?

Exams keep me from blogging don't be mad! =(

kkk

You can save me
but the question is
are you going to leave me?
Or just stand and watch?

Will you save me?
Though I'm the only
who needs to be saved...
Or are you just gonna stand and watch?

You can't save me
If you close up your mind
Why don't you just leave me die?
You can't save me
If I'm not alive
but still can save my soul
and their lives.
Don't leave me hangin'
Don't leave me die
Don't leave me waiting
Don't leave at all...

You can save me
but am I worth? at all?
Can you grab my hand?
Or am I too low.. to be saved.

Will you save me
if I said it'll be my last chance?

Musicccc

Lyrics | Sunrise Avenue lyrics - Fairytale Gone Bad lyrics

this songs is plain awesome! I'm in love with it :D
Hey remember the surprise I told you about?
You'll have to wait one more day :P
SORRY!
But this song should make everything Okay again :P

And this one should brighten your day up:



Lyrics | Inna lyrics - Amazing lyrics


Checked the new MIXPOD Music app?
It's right there >^

Punch Jb's face :D

Make a game | kill justin bieber!!!!!!!!!!!! | Free games | Pictogame

It makes damn much fun to punch Justin Bieber :D

This game is going to be on the Games page on here  if you wanna play it again later :)

I got a special surprise for tommorows post!
It's a secret !!!!

Her

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'You don't understand! Nobody ever does..
This was what I wanted, what I dreamed of. I shouldn't hate it, but I do! I hate what I am now, what I turned into and most of all I hate myself for being the reason the curse won't let go of me. I thought my life was soo bad it couldn't get worse, it was THE thing that kept me alive, THE thing what I thought of made me breath..
It's a curse, it's deep in my heart now, like a cold stone leaking for blood and shattered souls. I don't want to live anymore if I am like that. Maybe you're right and maybe I'm good for this world, but the world hasn't done me any good. Everyone I love gets killed because of me, and if they don't die they betray me.. It hurts so much it would kill a human and maybe a vampire.. but I'm worse, I can't hide in shadows because they would hunt me.
I'm doomed, that's why i have to die.'

'If she just knew how much I loved her. All the tears she shed fall on my sould and remain unsolved secrets. I would do everything to help her, but how can I help someone who doesn't want be helped?
When I kiss her I feel so right, like everything that hurt me before doesn't matter anymore, like all the pain I have felt was only the torture I had to pay so I would deserve her. If she'd die, I don't know what I would do. I guess I'd die too, it's just that my heart hurts too much when I'm away from her, like I could die any second without her. But being with her is like heaven and hell at the same time, though my heart begs me to see her , the bigger the pain is when I see her cry, what she always does. What can I do?
How can I make her suffer go away if it is my deaths' secret are the same time?
You look at me like I've lost my mind, brother. But no I'm not lying. In the past I haven't been much of a "gentleman" and that is soemthing I am not proud of now. I bet if I had known her the time I turned into what I am now I would have never been like that. She changes me St****, she completes me.'

The Vampire Diaries

Memort Lane Previwes up in 5...4..3..2..1. ACTION:

 and how ccould I even forget to upload the most recent TVD episode itself?

Naaah I won't! So here it is:

TVD S02E03

My brothers wedding....!!!

My bro is getting married today.
Whoa.. I can't believe I managed to write that right now!!!
It's hard to accept that..
Though I always wanted him to move out a lot of times before it's hard..
And my other bro is going to Germany again so I will be all alone. -sigh and laughs-
Happy though!!!
No one who types random numbers and letters when I'm blogging << Haha he will read this in a few seconds.. Wanna bet?
No one who slaps my arm just to count how many fingers he can see on it.
Yup he just read it!!!
I win!
-_-'

Yup they are annoying!!!

Invasion of the air..

Lame title but however..
Check this video it's frikkin hilarious:




DAM DAM DAM!!! INCEPTION CAT  IS INVADING! mwhahahaha

My posts are pretty poopy right now.. but .. I dunno I have no excuse and I'm sorry!
But I'm wattpading now.. Actually it's just today.. but here is the link to my profile there are some stories slash poems you could check.. :

http://www.wattpad.com/643540-blind-visions

Poetry Code

Every Poem has a code. A code you have to learn how to read !!!
Every word can have several meaning and doesn't have to have the same meaning every time

Example:

                                                                  Sacred Red

>Death >> Tears >>> Being sad >>>> Guilt>>>>>...
>Bleeding>> A way out >>>  Betrayed >>>> dying >>>> crying >>>> being hurt...
>Wonder >> Miracles >>> Believe>>>>Love or hate >>>>>Live
>Life


And so on :p
You could add like a billion of words to each of them
It's the code that matters :)

Vampire Diaries Season 2 Episode 2

That's for all my Blog fans!!!
Enjoy <333

A poem for Damon Salvatore

You are a killer

but I don't mind

If you had killed me

I would have understood.

Behind all that act you are playing

I can see the anger playing in your soul

behind hides the suffer

you don't want to show.

You are too dangerous to be weak

too big to fall and be destroyed

but after all you do I still can see

that deep inside you aren' the one pretending to be.

Why does no one love me?

May be the question you ask

As much as it hurts me to say this

But you're wrong..

I love and even more would do

if you'd just let your role fall

and be the one I miss

You maybe killed

You maybe destroyed

but everyone , including you, deserves a chance

I'm not perfect so are you,

but seeing  what you do

because you are too scared to cry

makes the sacred red

even harder to flow..

What turns raindrops to teardrops? Or even blood-drops? Do you have an answer to say? Or a question to ask? No.
It's because most of us don't care... and THAT is what turns them into tears..
But what turns them into blood is not the blood that flows when someone dies... it's the blood of the truth everyone ignores.  You'll think that I'm stupid. Well... okai yeah I am! But if I'm stupid more people should be stupid! Or maybe Frikkin stupid!!! With a capital F!!!
When truth bleeds it means that Lies are just being used too often.
 The lie of being "okay".
The lie of that most of the people in the world are "okay".
Well "okay" is a pretty frikkin Stupid wird. ( Notice this time the S is capital ;) )
Maybe we should all be stupid..

Just a little Creative Thinking ;)

   If you had known me

If I would have told you how I really am, would you have never even tried to hurt me?
Hurt isn't the right word I guess, how about torn to pieces?
If I had told you how my life is and always has been would you have cried for me or went on?
May I ask you why do you do it anyway? Why do you feel so strong?
If you had seen through my souls shut doors you would maybe have believed that the show your playing isn't just a dream..
Maybe I should have told you, maybe I should have known but maybe it wasn't mine to tell you
that you fool the unknown.
Maybe I seemed weak to you but like I said you never knew me enough to judge me.
Am I a scene queen? A Goth? An Emo? Maybe I'm a geek? Or maybe -just maybe- I'm too cool for you!
So do us all a favor, before they say goodbye like I did, look into peoples souls before killing them inside.


Je t'aime


Will you love me if I say it like that?
Or should I just say Je t'aime?
Does that satisfy you?
After all that time do you finally believe in me?

'Ich liebe dich' yet another version of the curse,
but since it seems like you believe that my dreams could come true
after all that time it feels so unreal!!!
I just hope that this time I won't wake up..

So many languages I could love you with
But just that you know I won't change for you
If you don' like me how I am now you don't deserve me
Then for now you should be okay with 'I love you'

It says so much already
I hope you understand the meaning behind it
I don't say it out of habit or to make you feel good.
I say it because my heart was begging me to..

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Leave the door open

Don't close the door
Give me this one other chance
My suffer becomes more and more.

Everything shattered because I lied
My whole world including you passed by
Making me the silent watcher stand by the side.

Leave the door open for me
So I can apologize
I won't ever do it again , you'll see

Haha Haha Haha

Making people laugh sin't easy
You'll learn it sooner or later but you'll learn it.. sometime.. WHATEVER!!!
However,
even if you make a stupid joke who nobody is laughing at don't get down :P
Someday you remember and THAT is when you laugh so hard you fall of your chair and keep lying on the floor brabbling random stuff nobody wants to hear.

As you all should know I'm a huge TVD (for all the retards out there its: THE VAMPIRE DIARIES!!!)



Here is the new Episode: The Return!
It's the first Episode in Season 2 we  all have been waiting for!!!
Yippieh!
It's amazing...
I loved it <333
Thanks to tv.blink.com again!!!
You guys rock socks!!!
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Do me a favor
and don't fill me with your suffer
I've got enough to deal with
to think about healing you heart

The flowing red
you show me, yes it's shocking
and I don' wanna deny
but don' kill me too

I won't give up on you
Like I promised you
but don't make this mission impossible
by giving me more and more to handle

I don't want
you to go under
but I don't want to drown

The Elements

If fire starts
water ends
air completes
earth corrects
but if spirit leaves
nothing makes sense.

You can learn
you can study
you can believe
you can question
but if spirit leaves
You won't be able to ask.

If I'm the music
and you are the dancer
you are the beat
and i'm the heat
we ca complete each other
But spirit is us even if we don't know.

The truth is spirit is everywhere
It's the fifth element
even if you don't believe.
Without spirit we'd be empty
Spirit is everywhere and everyone
You can't kill it
it kills you by command

Teamwork with Plain Jane ;)

Heyyya Guys !!!

Good news are coming!
The title almost says it all.
Plain Jane and I are going to do some serious teamwork-short-stories :)
Definition:
Plain Jane's posts a part of the story and I write the next part then she continues and ...
So you practically have to read both of our blogs if you want to get what I'm talking about.
OR you end up with the perfect WTF-look on your face, your Bets friend takes a picture of it and puts it on the World Wide Web ;)
The title of  our story is.....
Actually we still have no idea , so just keep up and you'll get it, without a wtf-look on your face , thought that would be funny i guess.
Stay tuned here and HERE to get the most recent updates :)
Or just leave a comment below :)
Thank you <3333

The soul.

It doesn't bleed
Nor does it hurt
It isn't bad
Nor is it good.

A fight between the gods
would make it end
though no one really believes
in eternal peace.

Flames couldn't burn it
They would just burn their own essence
Not only the kill but also
the beauty and the passion.

But it can be pained
It can be defeated
just by being hurt
the life in it suicides

Not even time
can cloak the happened
It will be hurt
forever if it is.

The soul.

Copyright  by Nora Tarraf, All Rights reserved.

My bro is comming hooray taaaaheeeeyyy!

No idea what I just wrote.
Just forget about it.
As usual .. -sigh-

:D Hola !
Whatcha doin on my blog?
Stalking meh >.<
Argh I need to drink more energy drinks..
WOOP WOOP
-burp-
without sugar...
or maybe.. just a little..?

IT'S OFFICIAL!
I am hyper.

Mwahahahhaha

Secind official thing of the day is...

Damon Salvatore is mine :P
After endless fights with my friends I thought I'll just make it nice and simple.. AND official :D

Suck it ladies! :D


I already had this :

:
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My bro is coming @ 3am today/tomorrow ;)
Maybe that is what the title is about?
Could be .. Could be..

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'After you kiss me

I'm scared of the next

will you be mine

or was it the last kiss I'll get?

After you look at me

I'm scared of the past

will it become the future

or just part of my soul?

After I saw you walk away,

I'm scared because I don't know

will I ever see you again

or will the history repeat once again?

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I see you there

so far away from me

still I can't live in the happening

I dream about you not being impossible.

Call me insane 

if it is what you think I am

still I won't stop living the way I do

and I won't stop looking for you

my only way out..

I'm sure when I get to you

My fears will hide where the sky is bleeding

The sun can only save them

just as I can only be saved by you

my only way out..

my dream come true.'

Forever

I don't last forever
Like a flower
I grow until I'm done growing          
Then I fade.

I don't fade forever
Like a cold stone , not feeling anything
I hope until the hopes seem silly
Then I cry

I can't cry forever
Like no one else can
I cry until the suffer leaves me alone
Then I try.

I can try forever
Like everybody should
I won't give up on life, I won't trust your lies
Then I live.    

I can't live forever
Like nobody ever could
But I can live every second like it's my last
Then I I'll be happy.                                            

Kill my doubts to make me believe
your words won't make me forget the past.
You killed my trust once before
Don't think I don't know how to harm.

Innocence doesn't last forever
You can't kill me every day
You'll see the tears gliding down my cheeks
Will you make wash them away orignore?

Maybe I know the answer
But maybe I want to believe
That little bit hope that's left within me
is what makes me breath.

I don't kill.

I don't kill
I torture

Raise of the death
Cry of the soul
Color of the tear

I don't kill my soul
I hide it beneath
the darkened light of the stars.

Hope of the heart
Truth of the eye
Lie of the love

While people cut
Cut so deep
I cry and find a way
to save myself.

Scars of the hidden
Death of the blood

I will survive
Going under is not what I am at.
My heart will succeed.
My soul won't shatter.

Dark Light of the moon
Look of the sun
Lie of a lifetime.

You can't tame me
You can't hurt me.
You can't make me believe in lies
I've known too much to believe
in fairy-tales told by demons.

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Hold me tight
We are flying
I don't want to fall
again

Spread your wings
You are my angel
Don't leave me in the air
I'll fall.

I've been hurt too often
too don't see the truth your hiding
I just wanna love you
for as long as I have left.

Then you kiss me
all of sudden.
The dizziness behind my love
is making me fall into the dark.

I see your face you are screaming my name.
You are too far away from me.
I fall on the earth and the reality recovers.
I wake up and you are gone..
you don't always come back as you promised.

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The second you saw me
we have been together.
Deep inside our souls
is the truth we know that exists.
The hole in my heart was filled again.
You are my soul.
You complete me.

The second I saw you
I knew that I loved you.
The deep blue of your eyes was sad
and your arms covered in red.
Don't let yourself down
I'll fall with you.
Don't let me drown
inside myself.

For a Pessimist I'm pretty Optimistic

^^ XD

But I did not pick that title because of the song!
Though I am a Paraholic.

The reason I picked it because school is being ( I am not lying BTW ) awesome.

Chemistry: Our Teacher let some desks burn.. on purpose.. :P Then he burned some chemicals which smelled like pee and burned wood. But the burning table part was SOOO FRIGGIN AWESOME!
I'm sitting eight in front of the that teacher desk , which was the one he burned btw, so I could feel the heat and smell that sick smell the chemicals let the fire smell like.

Physics: We burned some tea bags which began flying!!!
And you can't hate a subject where the only homework is to make a funny experiment and write two sentences about what you saw.

Biology:
You also can't hate a subject where you just have to stare through a Microscope to look at funny objects!

French:
Well I am getting better !!! That is an improvement I think!

#Fudge: My spelling isn't getting any better! -sigh-

French? Non!

Okay French isn't that bad at the end but it is suicide!
I had to read the first to chapter ( if not more ) to understand what out teachers said the other day. THAT was torture. Imagine having to study a language which you don't even know how to read!
For 4 French lessons I learned a lot I have to admit. Not that I can do anything with that little bit knowledge. I've got some major spelling issues today! You can be very happy that there is a spell check in Blogger. I  don't think  you would understand  a single word.
I went school-shopping today! And no i did not buy a school JERK! :P
Exercise books, files, pens etc.
I hate and love that the-beginning-of-school drama every year..
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Blogger added a Stats button to the menu. I can actually see what visitors typed into google to get here. If they found the link on a website, how many people visited my Blog from facebook or google and  soo many others. I am stunned I waited for that thing for like forever.
Thank you Blogger guys! You deserve an Emmy!
Speaking of Emmy. I haven't seen it yet!
If I find a good online link I'm gonna post it here too so you can see it, if YOU just like me always turn the TV on too late or just hate the Time difference between Countries. Not funny.

FYI: i'm too lazy to go and let my ITouch get repaired. Don't ask me why I don't know.

Le French est stupide.
Is that how you say it?
Don't get offended guys if you like French it;s just a huge major unfudgy problem!

First day of school :)

Hello!
7th grade seems t be awesome!
Of course I got a bunch of new subjects like french ( HELP scream), physics and chemistry.
But I mean look :

Bonjour! Je m'appele Nora! Et toi?

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Normally we have 7 lessons a day. But because today was the first day we spent 4 out of the 7 lessons with organizing and stuff. :)
Then we had French which I thought was pretty cool :P I mean I got to learn some words! That's a beginning!

We have 4 new students in our class. 2 Girls and 2 Boys.
The girl I got to know is really nice :) Bad is she's just gonna stay for half of the year!!!
That's mean!
I love her hair color btw.. Its orange :D shiny orange :P

The teachers are acceptable.. Not the best but not horrible though! Could have been worse...

With all the other points on my check-list checked I am left alone in the dark with my french/chemistry and physics issues. -scream- let's hope I won't get murdered.

Twilight's got talent!

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Have fun!!!

Ian Somerhalder

*click to enlarge*

That was a quick interview with the Ultimate Sexy Beast Winner Ian Somerhalder, who plays Damon Salvatore on the popular TV show The Vampire Diaries.

Ian Somerhalder's Tweets:

-sigh- Damon... Ian.. -sigh-
I waited all day yesterday just to see him tweet something!
Just after I read that he had one that Ultimate sexy beast thingy ( and screamed ) I rushed on Twitter and looked at my home.
No Ian Tweets.
So I'm happy today =)

Damon makes me wanna die

Guess who won?
Guess who won?
Yes he won!
Yes HE won!
WOOP WOOP!
It's official! DAMON SALVATORE aka. IAN SOMERHALDER  WON!
HE WON!
Hallelujah! :D I was screaming when I read it :)
Hope you are screaming to ;)
Best day ever couldn't get any better!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
I am partying!
Imma bee Imma bee Imma bee!
Joke.. Imma Team Damon <3
Dear Team Edwards,
Don't be upset.
Damon is just too good for you <3

And before I let you go ... LISTEN TO THIS SONG!


-Is that the song which was playing in the Vampire Diaries Season 2 trailer?
Answer: Yup!

POST NUMBER 100!

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Welcome Ladies and Gentlemen to the FUDGYLICIOUS Show!

Presented by: Nora Tarraf!

-applause- 

Today is a special day! You know why?
The fudgylicous blog is celebrating it's post nr. 100! WOOP WOOP!

Let's begin our tour with school!
Yeah most of the kids ans teens started school again!
I know it sucks and I'm going back to school next Sunday!
( yeah in egypt weekend is friday and saturdaya nd sunday is school .. get over it, it's not that interesting!)
And a lot of teachers mean it's important to have a notebook and write down your homework. But often those notebooks look BORING! You don't want to read what's inside of it!
Well change your mind by looking at this picture!

That is my new notebook for this year!
( Btw if you zoom and can't read it's because you can't read my handwriting like everybody I know, or because some sentences are written in German!)
I am not obsessed with Selena Gomez! She was just the biggest sticker I could find!
I added Taylor Lautner - with some heart around him- and Justin Bieber -with a STOP sign on him- ( please don't get offended if you like Justin Bieber. )







That is online handsome Notebook!
Let's look inside of it:

That's the first page!
Including crazy tatoos, stickers , quotes from my favorite book series (House of Night) and a quick drawn not that good Anime!
+Don't forget the teacher list , that's where I will write down which teachers are going to give us Math/English/etc.

Seconds page inluding:

• Timetable (left)
• Books-to-read list (right)
• stickers
• a list with where you can write the stuff down you need to get for each subject.
• quotes
• Favorite Have-2-Hear song list.

On the empty space (right) you can write your homework and stuff down :)
I am selling this Notebook for just 9,999'999'999'999'999'999'999'999 USD!
Contact me if you wanna buy it! -waggles eyebrows- ( That's just a joke that notebook is mine! )
But you can still make your own crazy Notebook! Just let your imagination play crazy and get a bunch of stickers!

Step Number 2 in our  tour tonight:
My Brothers  are demons!
They killed their IPods. Well I'm not innocent my Ipod is not dead but broken. ( Check the archives to see a pic or just zoom in the following pics )
With some hard work I got both of their IPods back to life!
Check it out:

 My IPod is the ipod touch. The glass is shattered or whatever you call it, but that's a whole other story!
The silver and the black one are my brother's. The Ipods weren't breathing until I did some serious Techno-cpr..
Well now they are alive and both of my bro's owe me something!
BUT they have my music now! All their songs are gone! Well I hope they till have it on their computers!


Point Number 3 on our Tour!
My tidied up room!
It took me two days to finsih my room up! But I am very proud! :D

My books are happy, my desk is happy and my laptop is dancing when I'm not looking. ( But I was looking TEE HEE )

You like my anime figure? its not done yet but it's getting better!
My room is tidy! HIP HIP HOORAY!

That was it! Enjoy your life!

Post Nr. 99!
The next post is going to be nr. 100!
WOOP WOOP!
WOOOOOOOHOOOO!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
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Question: Are you still tidying up?
Moi: Yup!

I filled 3 XXXL Garbage bags with old school exercised and  tests from 1. grade.
I can;t believe I still have stuff from 1st grade!
My hair hurts!
Thank god music was invented!
It's the only thing that is keeping  me alive right now!

Fav songs:

I was tidying my room today.
No Joke.
No lie.
Anyways I bought a lot of new books while I was in Germany and all of them have to find a place in my bookshelf, right?
They were on my desk >> which you can see here.
And I put them all over each other! :P
The Book Tower fell after  5 minutes good thing:
I made a picture!
FYI: The open book at the top is new moon.
I know in this picture my desk looks like a mess but it's pretty tidy now!
And all of my books have found their place in my XXXL bookshelf.
Because I still ain't done with tidying my post is pretty poopy today!
But I hope the annoying orange can fix this:




-Are you an Annoying Orange fan?
Answer: Yup! Yes I am! And I am proud!

The Vampire Diaries Season 2!

That looks good!
Can't wait to see it!
First Episode airing September 9th on the CW!
Or watch it online of Friday the 10th on tv.blinkx.com

Source: celebuzz.com

Proud to be a Hag from hell!

The House of Night Website is absolutely awesome!

                                                                                                                                                                                          

                                                      

        

                                                                                                                                                                                          

                                            
Heartbeat!!!                                                                                                                                                                       

The History of Toilet paper

I can't believe I'm doing this.. [img]http://www.websmileys.com/sm/cartoon/1236.gif[/img]
But you voted.. and I can't change it...

Source: http://nobodys-perfect.com/vtpm/exhibithall/informational/tphistory.html




1) What did people use before Toilet paper was invented?

•  Well, just use your imagination: grass, leaves, fur, mussell shells, corncobs, stinging nettles... okay, maybe not that last, at least not more than once. The ancient Greeks used stones and pieces of clay; ancient Romans used sponges on the ends of sticks, kept in jugs filled with salty water. Mideasterners commonly used the left hand, which is supposedly still considered unclean in the Arabian region.
• "Official" toilet paper - that is, paper which was produced specifically for the purpose - dates back at least to the late 14th Century, when Chinese emperors ordered it in 2-foot x 3-foot sheets.
• Corncobs and pages torn from newspapers and magazines were commonly used in the early American West. The Sears catalogue was well-known in this context, and even produced such humorous spinoffs as the "Rears and Sorebutt" catalogue. The Farmer's Almanac had a hole in it so it could be hung on a hook and the pages torn off easily.

2) Who invented the Toilet paper we know today?

• Joseph C. Gayetty of New York started producing the first packaged toilet paper in the U.S. in 1857. It consisted of pre-moistened flat sheets medicated with aloe and was named "Gayetty’s Medicated Paper". Gayetty's name was printed on every sheet. (Seriously who wants people to wipe their asses of with their names!?  EWWWW )

• 3) When was the modern Toilet paper invented?
• Rolled and perforated toilet paper as we're familiar with today was invented around 1880. Various sources attribute it to the Albany Perforated Wrapping (A.P.W.) Paper Company in 1877, and to the Scott Paper company in 1879 or 1890. On a side note, the Scott Company was too embarrassed to put their name on their product, as the concept of toilet paper was a sensitive subject at the time, so they customized it for their customers... hence the Waldorf Hotel became a big name in toilet paper. 
   
• In 1935, Northern Tissue advertised "splinter-free" toilet paper. Yep, you read that right; early paper production techniques sometimes left splinters embedded in the paper. And you thought you had it tough!
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• In 1942, St. Andrew's Paper Mill in Great Britain introduced two-ply toilet paper
• Amnerica experienced its first toilet paper shortage in 1973.
• The Virtual Toilet Paper Museum opened its virtual doors in 1999.